Title: HELLOBEAUTIFUL
Focus: Tablo/Tablo
Word Count: 449
Notes: for
airpilot. Kat ihu, this was supposed to be your Christmas present. I hope you hate it.. :|
hello beautiful
hands on hips in hair on skin
your skin it’s so smooth.
( boy I love your smile, love your style, wish that you could be - )
MINE all mine.
but geppetto he’s not a real boy.
not a real boy
( what are you talking about. he’s as real as me … me or you.
as real as you. )
smooth smooth skin suave suave grin
want to hear you hear your smile. your laugh, I mean.
if your smile is any indication- I- think you’re- beautiful
she comes to visit. you’ve always liked her, she’s, you don’t like her anymore, she’s
cheerful. (it’s annoying)
she breathes in sharp, wow, this is impressive, but someone is a bit narcissistic.
she’s got it all wrong, she’s got it mixed up. it’s not me it’s him him him.
all these pictures? no way, they must be you, they look
just like you
no, they’re not me, they’re him-
▫
do you think you look like me?
no, I didn’t think so either.
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(he hasn’t left his house in- weeks, yeah, he’s,)
obsessed.
you re-paper your house, re-paper your lifestyle.
barely ever leave your house ‘cause what more do you want?
everything’s right here.
he’s everywhere you look (you’re all I ever wanted, you’re really
all I ever, ever, all I ever-)
not sleeping.
you’re too scared of missing things. maybe if you don’t blink then nothing will change, you’re scared of losing
everything -
(have you been sitting here since I last came?)
the middle of the floor
it’s cozy and you can see. everything, you can see
every little expression and you want to touch touch touch
wish you were closer closer wish I could reach I wish you ,
wish you were here
▬
look, he loves me, look here, look, (jab) .
but that says 상처, that says wounds, it says, it, it doesn’t say love ?
I’m
, not
, crazy.
it says what you want it to say you must hurt inside why do you why do you
why do you see wounds?
(why are you punishing yourself? why can’t you just sleep-)
want to see you. a hundred million cups of black black coffee, you usually take your coffee with cream, black black black and you are awake, you are ,
not love not love not ‘til it hurts don’t you know?
where am I ..?
where is he..?
where
is
everything
my
everything
..?
why
are
my
walls
blank
???
(it was for your own good)
white . . . walls?
can’t move can’t breathe can’t think can’t breathe.
give him back give him back givehimbackbackbackgivehimgive
give