epik high

Dec 01, 2008 21:23

Title: HELLOBEAUTIFUL
Focus: Tablo/Tablo
Word Count: 449
Notes: for airpilot. Kat ihu, this was supposed to be your Christmas present. I hope you hate it.. :|


hello beautiful

hands on hips             in hair                          on skin

your skin it’s so smooth.

( boy I love your smile, love your style, wish that you could be - )

MINE all mine.

but geppetto he’s      not a real boy.

not                 a                   real       boy

( what are you talking about. he’s as real as me … me or you.

as real as you. )

smooth smooth skin suave suave grin

want to hear you hear your smile. your laugh, I mean.

if your smile is any indication- I- think you’re- beautiful

she comes to visit. you’ve always liked her, she’s, you don’t like her anymore, she’s

cheerful. (it’s annoying)

she breathes in sharp, wow, this is impressive, but someone is a bit narcissistic.

she’s got it all wrong, she’s got it mixed up. it’s not me it’s him him him.

all these pictures? no way, they must be you, they look

just            like             you

no, they’re not me, they’re him-



do you think you look like me?

no, I didn’t think so either.



(he hasn’t left his house in- weeks, yeah, he’s,)

obsessed.

you re-paper your house, re-paper your lifestyle.

barely ever leave your house ‘cause what more do you want?

everything’s      right                  here.

he’s everywhere you look (you’re all I ever wanted, you’re really

all I ever, ever, all I ever-)

not sleeping.

you’re too scared of missing things. maybe if you don’t blink then nothing will change, you’re scared of losing

everything -

(have you been sitting here since I last came?)

the                                       middle             of the floor

it’s cozy and you can see. everything, you can see

every little expression and you want to touch touch touch

wish you were closer closer wish I could reach I wish you ,

wish you were here



look, he loves me, look here, look, (jab) .

but that says 상처, that says wounds, it says, it, it doesn’t say love ?

I’m

, not

, crazy.

it says what you want it to say you must hurt inside why do you why do you

why do you see wounds?

(why are you punishing yourself? why can’t you just sleep-)

want to see you. a hundred million cups of black black coffee, you usually take your coffee with cream, black black black and you are awake, you are ,

not love not love not ‘til it hurts don’t you know?

where am I ..?

where is he..?

where

is

everything

my

everything

..?

why

are

my

walls

blank

???

(it was for your own good)

white . . .                      walls?

can’t move can’t breathe can’t think can’t breathe.

give him back give him back givehimbackbackbackgivehimgive

give

focus: songs, character: tablo, fic: angst, fic: formatted, fic: dedicated

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