Don't wanna feel like this
But i'm so tired of missing you
And I don't wanna beg for your time
I want you mine all mine
fall apart today - schuyler fisk
![](http://i888.photobucket.com/albums/ac85/zonkadoodle/siwonXleeteuk.jpg)
A hug, I need a hug, a long comforting hug.
I don't remember what things used to be like. I don't remember being like this. I dont know how things turned out this way & I don't know where we're heading, but I know it was never meant to be this way. This mess is so wrong, I want to clean it up, but I don't know how, when I can't even clean myself up. But this, it needs to end.
I'm so fucking sick being like this and a part of me wants me to forget everthing and call you saying "I'm sorry, I miss you. Can we go back to how we used to be?"
I NEVER WANT TO MISS A PERSON SO BADLY LIKE THIS EVER AGAIN.