Why do we always go back to eachother?
I always want to write in here. But then I am never motivated enough.
Ive been writing though. just in class when i cant concentrate, I begin to write.
A lot of the time its about something specific.
I think thats why I dont write it in here.
I am sick of it always being on my mind, I am sick of it controlling my moods.
and I am sure others dont want to hear it. And I dont want them to, because they wont understand.
I dont even understand.
I'll be doing really well. But then something 'good' will happen, and the circle starts all over again.
I guess its good ive awknowledged it.
I really want to go to Loyola. I wish it wasnt so much money..$37,000.
The average scholarship is like 20 grand.
but still, thats $17,00 to go.
But really. its exactly what I want. A smaller school but a big city. and the programs they have are amazing.
Albion is about $35,000
and the financial aid early estimator said I should get about $31,000.
my dad was really pleased.
I need to visit there.
I dont like how money puts such restraints on things. Im sure nobody does actually. but you know?
I was looking at the scholarships that we got at the senior meeting. the meeting was november 2nd, too bad most of the deadlines were in october. COOL FERNDALE.
and really, do we have to get that tassle spinner? It is a part of all the packages. why cant we just get a regular tassle? The spinner should be extra. This is really stupid. way to be ghetto ferndale.
god damn. I am ready to graduate.
This wasnt the senior year I thought it would be. I never idealized my senior year, I never had a way that I thought it SHOULD be..but now that it is happening, I feel it shouldnt be this way.
I guess this year is all about growing up and things changing and finding out who you really are..and who your friends really are. && I am not liking much what I am seeing.
This entry is frusterating me. I have a lot to say. But I dont want to think about it.
Like I always do.
I wonder how much we let others affect how we really feel.
I am going to clean my room.
I went shopping at Target yesterday. I am really pleased with my purchases. sixty dollars well spent. =)
I really like Stuie. and I really like Diego.
And I really appreciate Phil.
and I love Abbi and Saralee.
and I need a vacation.
Whens thanksgiving? Whens Chicago? Whens an adventure?
Ive been writing though. just in class when i cant concentrate, I begin to write.
A lot of the time its about something specific.
I think thats why I dont write it in here.
I am sick of it always being on my mind, I am sick of it controlling my moods.
and I am sure others dont want to hear it. And I dont want them to, because they wont understand.
I dont even understand.
I'll be doing really well. But then something 'good' will happen, and the circle starts all over again.
I guess its good ive awknowledged it.
I really want to go to Loyola. I wish it wasnt so much money..$37,000.
The average scholarship is like 20 grand.
but still, thats $17,00 to go.
But really. its exactly what I want. A smaller school but a big city. and the programs they have are amazing.
Albion is about $35,000
and the financial aid early estimator said I should get about $31,000.
my dad was really pleased.
I need to visit there.
I dont like how money puts such restraints on things. Im sure nobody does actually. but you know?
I was looking at the scholarships that we got at the senior meeting. the meeting was november 2nd, too bad most of the deadlines were in october. COOL FERNDALE.
and really, do we have to get that tassle spinner? It is a part of all the packages. why cant we just get a regular tassle? The spinner should be extra. This is really stupid. way to be ghetto ferndale.
god damn. I am ready to graduate.
This wasnt the senior year I thought it would be. I never idealized my senior year, I never had a way that I thought it SHOULD be..but now that it is happening, I feel it shouldnt be this way.
I guess this year is all about growing up and things changing and finding out who you really are..and who your friends really are. && I am not liking much what I am seeing.
This entry is frusterating me. I have a lot to say. But I dont want to think about it.
Like I always do.
I wonder how much we let others affect how we really feel.
I am going to clean my room.
I went shopping at Target yesterday. I am really pleased with my purchases. sixty dollars well spent. =)
I really like Stuie. and I really like Diego.
And I really appreciate Phil.
and I love Abbi and Saralee.
and I need a vacation.
Whens thanksgiving? Whens Chicago? Whens an adventure?