Nov 12, 2004 08:56
Okay. I am so frusterated right now. School is pounding down on me and I swear that it is driving me crazy. Biology is insane. I had a test today and I just know that I failed it. There were Fifty total questions. Two points a question, and there was a diagram section with twenty questions, all of which I did not anwser. I don't get science. Everything else is more than fine. History's okay, not great.. I think its like high C, low B range. I have a 97, A+ in Geometry. Also, btw, If science and math are so "closely-related", then why don't I get it? How is it that I can fuck math in the ass and barely make it to fourth in science..? Ugh.. this is frusterating. Bio is insane!! It has so much bullshit and chem in it that I just don't get it. I mean, many of you are probably reading this thinking i'm stupid because you know that you took it and thought that it was easy. But, oh well. I think i'm barely skating by with a 70 in Bio. I have a B in Gym, an A+ in Critical Viewing II, a B+ or A in English,(come on, it's Reinfeldt... who really knows what he bases his grades upon... oh wait... I do. The system of 95's)and a B+ in German. SO, I need to face that mostly I think I'm doing well, but i'm not satisfied. Definetly not.
Onto another subject, The Play. Oh my fucking god. It's so stressful. It's basically three hours of people not knowing their lines and getting yelled at. I know all of my lines, however throughout the bitching at people, I kind of get disinterested, and talk to people and go or do my homework and then Im not on stage when I should be and my entrances are a little late and I do apoligize for that.. It's just boring.. not fun. I have no idea how we're going to pull this off. She's already threatening to get rid of the assembly and maybe cancel the play. Whatever... I know what I have to do, It's just time for people to focus. I know I'm just stressed out right now and I just need someone to talk to and help calm me down. It'll be okay... I hope.
And lets see, Nick and I almost broke up last night.. well thats the bell, I guess I'll have to update later on. Ciao.