my mind is an emotional cheese-grater

[rentboi]

got my hair cut shorter today, i miss all the blondeness... still a bit left. might dye it something else next weekend. I'm in the mood to dance like a frisky bunnyrabbit! *bounces round the room* pity my head is so messed up. been alone in the house for the last couple of hours, not good, it's given me time to think (while stabing myself with sewing needles! damn my textiles coursework!!!) time to think about stuff that i dont want to. the past, the future and all the inbetween bits. i think waay too much about things i should have said, things i should have done, things i felt for people but never told them. it's waaay too depressing. - I sit here thinking of you Wondering how you are at this moment Hoping that you're thinking of me As rain taps against the windows Thoughts of kissing you in the rain Filter through my mind My body tingles at the thought Of being near you, looking into your eyes And hearing your voice I once dreamt about you Pulling me close Holding me tight Safe and warm in your embrace I could hear your heart-beat I could feel the warmth of your touch If I close my eyes and just let go I can still hear your heart-beat I can still feel your arms around me I will not deny the feelings I have But out of respect for you I will do my best to contain them You have captured a part of my heart And will always live in my memory Because somehow, when I wasn't looking....... I fell in love *cries* -(sorry for taking it Uncle_Beastly but that phrase described exactly how im feeling)