Solitude
Its almost 11pm and I'm all alone....its quiet.
I love the solitude of my apartment. I love being alone, I love being single and not have to worry about having a boyfriend. I don't think I will have one for quite a while. This feels too good...It also feels GREAT not feeling any emotional attatchment to anyone these days. Lets rephrase that, I'm emotionally attatched to my friends, but I'm not infatuated/crushing on anyone right now. I'm just me and I don't feel upset or like life is over because I can't have a boy...because....lol, there isn't a boy. I'm focused on me, my life, my bills, my job, and whenever i can see them, my friends.
Work was great, I stuck 31 people today, at least 5 or 6 more than everyone else. I ALSO got to work as the phlebotomist in Bay 1 today, WOOT WOOT. I'm getting good i think... The unhappy times of today at work are completely irrelevant due to the fact that I feel good right now. Powerful. Not because of work, but because I live on my own and I'm making my own way. I don't feel embarrassed or conceited to say that I am very proud with how I live my life.
I think i'm going to go to sleep now seeing as I must be awake tres early to pull a double at the big ZLB.... ::inhales:: I think i might go insane tomorrow.... ::exhales::
Here's hoping tomorrow is a good day.
Love y'all
I love the solitude of my apartment. I love being alone, I love being single and not have to worry about having a boyfriend. I don't think I will have one for quite a while. This feels too good...It also feels GREAT not feeling any emotional attatchment to anyone these days. Lets rephrase that, I'm emotionally attatched to my friends, but I'm not infatuated/crushing on anyone right now. I'm just me and I don't feel upset or like life is over because I can't have a boy...because....lol, there isn't a boy. I'm focused on me, my life, my bills, my job, and whenever i can see them, my friends.
Work was great, I stuck 31 people today, at least 5 or 6 more than everyone else. I ALSO got to work as the phlebotomist in Bay 1 today, WOOT WOOT. I'm getting good i think... The unhappy times of today at work are completely irrelevant due to the fact that I feel good right now. Powerful. Not because of work, but because I live on my own and I'm making my own way. I don't feel embarrassed or conceited to say that I am very proud with how I live my life.
I think i'm going to go to sleep now seeing as I must be awake tres early to pull a double at the big ZLB.... ::inhales:: I think i might go insane tomorrow.... ::exhales::
Here's hoping tomorrow is a good day.
Love y'all