inauguration et al

Jan 19, 2009 19:22

I "need" plans for the inauguration tomorrow, although it's likely that I'll be working the better part of the day. I have a few things in mind but, like New Year's Eve, nothing definite yet, and this seems to be the case for many of my friends/acquaintances.

Today was angst-ridden, from the very beginning to just an hour or two ago. I think the events of the weekend contributed to said angst, and likely the desire to be social today and tomorrow, but not really having the means to do so (i.e., I have a ton of friends/acquaintances, but to visit with people with whom I truly, deeply relate and/or I am very close/comfortable seems to be a rare delicacy). Le sigh.

I'll say it again, such alas is life. I should be counting my "blessings" (don't get me wrong, I do, and I am very cognizant of the good in my life); however, I still feel sad about the scant few things I feel like I'm missing. I am working on getting better, and coping better, so that's a plus and, besides, most of this is part of the human condition, right?

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