May 06, 2006 00:18
FINALLY!! This semester is over with! I didn't do so hot in my math class (i have to retake it, i think) but all my other classes i think i've done pretty well!
A- English
Bish in Psychology
Cish in Chemistry (I got a B on this final!!! OH FUCK YEAH)
Cish-Bish in Chemistry Lab
And math....well we won't speak about math, lol. But how about those other classes? Oh yeah! They're not the best grades in the world, but i think they'll do. Those are all just guesses too, i only have one class that i know for sure what i'm getting, and that's english. I'll settle for mediocrity, lol
What else is going on....Brother is graduating from college next weekend, finally. We're all getting together as a family though. My family from TN is all coming up too, that's very exciting! We always have a good time when they're around. I love my hickish redneck white trash side, lol. You can just feel the love radiating off of them though, it's amazing! I'm excited to be surrounded by family and love and friends now. I've recently put many things behind me at the moment, and i'm anxious to start anew and be freer, you know? To really not care about the pety things, to figure out who really matters in my life and who i WANT to be in my life. I refuse to settle for less then what i want in friendships, boys, school, etc. It's about ME, but not in the selfish way. I have to do what's best for myself and what makes me happy, all the while keeping my friends close and my family closer.
Anyway, i just had to vent a little. Doing badly in math and just thinking a lot (since that's all i really ever get to do anymore, lol, cause i live alone) has really put my mind in to perspective of what i want and need from the people i surround myself with. I'm so happy Shannon is here now, with Caryn close by as well. Friends nearby is always a plus. And a lot of friends will be coming back from school for a bit in the summer (i hope). Things are going to get much better in the coming months, i have this "feeling". And i refuse to be burdoned by thoughts/people/actions that will prevent that from happening. Because i deserve it gosh darn it, lol. That's all there is to it.
So there.