Apathy again...
I've reached a new level of apathy. I've often used this word to describe times that I just didn't feel like studying over a certain time period. This new level is that I don't feel like studying...AND I don't care about whatever grade I receive on my Cell Biology exam tomorrow night. As Jas and I discussed on the way home from campus, this is an interesting predicament. I'm wondering if I will kick myself next week when I get my grade...but the conclusion is that I will not, because I'm make a conscious choice in this. I choose to continue in my apathy.
Why am I so tired of this undergraduate bull? This is my fourth year...though I still have two semesters after this. It is not likely that I will use my degree...so all of this required Physics is simply a challenge to my mind and my self esteem. My thirtieth birthday is around the corner and I'm thus just shy of ten years behind the societal academic norms.
Ahhh...I would rather think about my fantasies that try to learn about vesicular protein transport.
Why am I so tired of this undergraduate bull? This is my fourth year...though I still have two semesters after this. It is not likely that I will use my degree...so all of this required Physics is simply a challenge to my mind and my self esteem. My thirtieth birthday is around the corner and I'm thus just shy of ten years behind the societal academic norms.
Ahhh...I would rather think about my fantasies that try to learn about vesicular protein transport.