Jul 26, 2004 00:40
Did you ever have one of those moments of clarity..where everything that matters and everything that does not matter stand out clearly in your mind? Well I believe that I am in the middle of one of those right now. It could be because I had a starbucks coffee and am now as awake as you can get..but either way..I am going to share. As we were drving home this evening from Spiderman 2, I'll Stand by You came on, and it honestly made me think. It's hard to believe but in just about a short month everything is going to be changing. I still am not really sure how I feel about everything. Of course I have the nervousness about being in a whole new environment with completely new people, but last night as we passed through Boston on our way home from Hull it just seemed so awesome. It made me want to be there and to take in all that I could because it is just so completely different than anything that I know now. I'm excited to be getting a taste of what it will be like in the real world, but at the same time, I'm not quite ready to leave behind my friends, my family, and my life in good 'ole pelham, nh.
Well, I think that I will try and get to the whole point of this update. I just wanted to say regardless of what happens in a month, no matter where everyone goes, I want to wish everyone good luck because I know that we're all going to be in the same position. I also wanted to say thank you to anyone who has ever been there for me. In particular I would like to give a thank to my best friends who have seen me laugh and cry. Who have been there for me when I have been at my absolute worst, complaining, bitchy, and unable to see the light, they have always been able to calm me down and bring me to see what is important and what is a complete waste of my time. I will always be here if anyone ever needs anything.
Ok..well..now that I have shared and everyone thinks I have gone completely crazy..I am going to finish watching Old School..and begin the long night that I am about to have due to the insane amounts of caffine....