uncertain
1)
I have zero self conifdence, an no self motivation. everything i do i feel like i am doing for someone else, or doing to let someone else judge me. everything i do i dont understand, and i dont understand what people wan from me. nothing i want i have, or so it feels. i have nothing left of me, and i feel like i am becoming what everyone wants me to be--their tool.
2)
so many people took away from my generation. i hate you all for that. you make me sick. thanks for telling us to work hard and we can get buy, and then cheating your way into everything, taking the goose that lays the eggs and running. i hope you rot and die when everything falls apart. i know i wont give you any help.
3)
i feel like everyone but me wants the whole gang back together. i dont. i hate being the odd man out, because it makes everything im going through worse. i feel more alone. even with her by my side. everyone wants the gang back but me. everyone sees in greys but me. i want out. i want to run. i cant face it. i cant let the hurt go, because that will make things different. i dont want to trust him, i dont want to have to be around him with my gaurd up all the time. i dont like his voice. everyone but me. i ruined my own group of friends. i suck.
I have zero self conifdence, an no self motivation. everything i do i feel like i am doing for someone else, or doing to let someone else judge me. everything i do i dont understand, and i dont understand what people wan from me. nothing i want i have, or so it feels. i have nothing left of me, and i feel like i am becoming what everyone wants me to be--their tool.
2)
so many people took away from my generation. i hate you all for that. you make me sick. thanks for telling us to work hard and we can get buy, and then cheating your way into everything, taking the goose that lays the eggs and running. i hope you rot and die when everything falls apart. i know i wont give you any help.
3)
i feel like everyone but me wants the whole gang back together. i dont. i hate being the odd man out, because it makes everything im going through worse. i feel more alone. even with her by my side. everyone wants the gang back but me. everyone sees in greys but me. i want out. i want to run. i cant face it. i cant let the hurt go, because that will make things different. i dont want to trust him, i dont want to have to be around him with my gaurd up all the time. i dont like his voice. everyone but me. i ruined my own group of friends. i suck.