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bahhh......

sigh...

things are still getting better

so effin wound up all the time

last night hurt

i felt dismissed, unwanted.

i felt guilty for wanting that

things have changed and im just not ready for them to change

i wish i could read minds

i have no idea how to relate to people anymore

in a real way

im fine with video games

i fuckin suck with people

especially you

my wife

things are getting better

and im still jsut so angry about some things

i want to deal with it

but i dont want to drag you down into it

you have your own shit to deal with

its good that things are getting better

im still just so pissed that they got worse

where is refeeki? the baboon of wisdom from teh lion king?

it doesnt matter! its in the past!

thats what he would say

at least im at the point where i can admit

i am angry

thats good right?

its time to grow up

im sick of bull shit

so good at bull shit

spellcheck is for oolsres