st. anger

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i made things harder on my self my whole life
and i am just so high strung that i have rarely
if ever
stopped being so intense

i dont think it is fair to her
or anyone...
the anger i come with
i turn my world into debris

i am a force of destruction

man...all this blows

no wonder she hides
so i bite when she hides
she bleeds and cries
and trust is broken

king of debris

i used to be irresistible
now im so dismissible
a bitten lip holding back
a toxic infatuation
hidden behind fears
of the frustration
i wonder if you are
hiding something again
my trust is damaged
im not sure how to manage
fix all the damage
i used to be unforgettable
now im so dismissible
i am unforgivable

im so fucked up in my head still
i just keep it locked away

sigh...man...