I had the whole world in my hand and I gave it away.

Sep 05, 2004 22:48

A year older. Sometimes I don't get the fact that we feel obligated to celebrate one's birth. I mean, On September 4th, 28 years ago, I was born. So let's celebrate every year!!! Yeah! We'll get you some presents! And cake! Maybe I'm looking at it the wrong way, but it just seems a little too much. It should be, "Congratulations! You survived another year! Try not to die this next year!" Who am I kidding? I love the presents! Michelle stopped by work on Friday to give me my gifts. I love them. She got me a Harry Potter watch and a Harry Potter desk calendar. She's so great. That night we went out to dinner to celebrate Rhea's birthday. We went to Gladstones in City Walk. The rib-eye was pretty damn good. I got Rhea the first season of Nip/Tuck.

The next day was my birthday and the whole family went out to eat breakfast. Todd, Rhea, Dodjiel and Sarah chipped in and bought me a Western Digital 36GB Raptor!!! That made me so happy. Now I only need one more for my new computer. My parents and my sister gave me clothes. Then me and my father went to Fry's because I wanted to buy Dodjiel and Todd hard drives for their Playstation 2s but they were out of stock. So instead I bought two dance pads for Ethan because he loves DDR.

This morning I went out to Rhea's and we shared an ice cream cake. It was so damn delicious! Hung out with the twins for a bit then came home.

My uncle is really sick. Last Friday the doctors gave him two days and it shows you how much they know. I feel so bad for my dad. This is his younger brother and they're only about a year apart. Every time I think about it I start crying. Up until recently I've never in my life seen my dad cry before. It kills me. Pray for him and my uncle.

So Todd and Rhea are moving into their first home. I'm so happy for them, they deserve it. Now I want to buy my own home as opposed to just renting. It'd be so much easier if I had decent credit. There's always the next life.

I haven't really been doing much lately. All I do is wake up, go to work, come home, sleep, and repeat. And on the weekends I usually wake up early (I can hardly sleep in now), go to Todd's, hang out, come home, and repeat. My life has become so monotonous. I need a spark.
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