The sun is trying to kill me!
I think Grave Shift is finally taking its affect on me. Why do I say this now? Well, most people are envious as not to see the sun rise, and they howl on about how they wish they could watch the sun come up every morning. Psh! Psh-I say! I done that for almost 2 years now. Before you point your fingers at me and call me a "Scrooge". Let me give you my feelings.
Around 10 months into working the 3rd shift. I viewed my fair share of sun rises(including sun sets). Until now any time I remotely see the sky start its approach of another sunny day. I get sick and panicked. I feel like It's a race to, get things done. Whatever those things are, I don't know. All I feel is that I've ran out of time and have finished what it was I was supposed to do. It's like being told to answer a question, when you never even received the question in the first place. With that being said, it jogs my emotions. Sending them on another roller coaster ride. Putting me through extremes of my cyclothymia phases. At least all this night work has done one good thing for me. Ooo...What is it, Dustin!? 0.o Huh? Oh, well, it's reduced my paranoia as a whole. It did increase my paranoia of children though. This paranoia a result of a year of always using my perifrial hearing to make sure that I'm not hearing talking or movement out of bed. Kind of how a woman can be woken out of her sleep by a crying or coughing baby.
Ya know this was more of a rant than anything, so I don't have a closer for it. So you will have to deal with it ending ubruptly.
,l,,(>_<) ...you sun!
Around 10 months into working the 3rd shift. I viewed my fair share of sun rises(including sun sets). Until now any time I remotely see the sky start its approach of another sunny day. I get sick and panicked. I feel like It's a race to, get things done. Whatever those things are, I don't know. All I feel is that I've ran out of time and have finished what it was I was supposed to do. It's like being told to answer a question, when you never even received the question in the first place. With that being said, it jogs my emotions. Sending them on another roller coaster ride. Putting me through extremes of my cyclothymia phases. At least all this night work has done one good thing for me. Ooo...What is it, Dustin!? 0.o Huh? Oh, well, it's reduced my paranoia as a whole. It did increase my paranoia of children though. This paranoia a result of a year of always using my perifrial hearing to make sure that I'm not hearing talking or movement out of bed. Kind of how a woman can be woken out of her sleep by a crying or coughing baby.
Ya know this was more of a rant than anything, so I don't have a closer for it. So you will have to deal with it ending ubruptly.
,l,,(>_<) ...you sun!