May 13, 2006 17:40
This week has just been.
not that great.
i need to get in a better mood soon.
but friday was sectionals and we all had to run in 40 degree weather with about 18 mph and light rain. It was quite freezing and uncomfortable. but the meet wasn't postponed and it actually went surprisingly fast so we got home at around 10. We then went on a secret mission and decorated with diapers and other such necessities. Afterwards we went to Erin's house and ate a lot of food and then watched Moulin Rouge.
I forgot how much I love that movie. I cried for like half of the movie because it was just so sad and touching. Though the beginning was crazy and sort of trippy, the ending and the singing was incredible, and it was just so great. It evokes such emotion and tears. Now that I've been reintroduced, I'm going to watch it so many more times.
Then after about 4 hours of sleep we had to go work the 5K. But due to track I didn't have to run it, instead I called out split times at the half for about an hour. It was fun for a while and then it my interest started to wane and the excitement of the newness began to wear off.
now what I hate the most is awkward silences.
i mean there's something to be said about silences. There's that whole thing about how silences are golden and people are supposed to cherish silences. and though I don't particularly like silences, I can tolerate it. what I can't tolerate is awkward silence. Or that silence there is when a teacher asks a question and no one knows the answer and everyone's head is ducked because they don't want the teacher to call on them. Or when some speaker comes in and tries to create a discussion and no one says anything.
I can't stand awkward silences or awkwardness in general.
when no one really knows what's going on and all there is is just confusion and mass chaos and awkwardness.
it just sucks.
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and i don't know.