Sigh.
Ah, gomen I haven't been posting all that much! Studying for NEWTS and such, you know. I've been visiting Honya a lot though. She seems to be getting better, but hearing about Zeon kidnapping Reira is not going to go well for her. Also, she got an owl last weekend. I..I haven't given it to her. I think it's bad new from her parents. Both of us are really two of a kind, aren't we... ::sigh::
Ah.. Ryou-kun... Bakura-san... Congratulations, really. I hope you two are happy.
Shinogu,
Kami-sama, I'm stupid, Shinogu. I... I waited too long again. Why is it.. why am I such a coward? I always end up regretting all sort of crap. I hate this, Shinogu. I'm hurting all over again. I find myself crying. I hate crying. The last time was because of Riiko and before that.. was when okaasan died. I lost him, Shinogu. I lost Ryou because I'm just.. not good enough, I suppose.
Damnit, this hurts.
Soushi.
[icon is really "regrets", but that's private ^^]
Ah.. Ryou-kun... Bakura-san... Congratulations, really. I hope you two are happy.
Shinogu,
Kami-sama, I'm stupid, Shinogu. I... I waited too long again. Why is it.. why am I such a coward? I always end up regretting all sort of crap. I hate this, Shinogu. I'm hurting all over again. I find myself crying. I hate crying. The last time was because of Riiko and before that.. was when okaasan died. I lost him, Shinogu. I lost Ryou because I'm just.. not good enough, I suppose.
Damnit, this hurts.
Soushi.
[icon is really "regrets", but that's private ^^]