so why call?
This night is cold and my words on the cold night air form sentences in foggy sequence. Its quite a night, wondering what tomorrow holds and its lovely not really having any clue. I just noticed that it is December 22. Three days until chaos. This year I am unprepared, and the rap music in the background in not seasonal and is driving me to insanity. I was thinking how different my life would have been if I had not made such a lifechanging decision this time last year. Its given me a hope. Hope is truly a wonderful thing. Dwell on that little word please.
I will see someone who has not entered my mind in a while. I am not at ease, but I hope all goes well, and focus is clear. I wasn't thinking about what takes up my mind for minimal time during the days, until a call awakened my nerves like nails on a chalkboard. Thanks, but[see the title for the end of this sentence].
This break I need to focus on only what matters. I want to do my devo's. I have been wonderfing a lot lately. What am I going to do? Should I continue with my education and be a teacher? I am not down with the dental plans with my current job. I don't like decay. This trusting God is harder than I ever imagined. I want to see the final product. I wonder where my Bible classes will take me. I wonder if I will ever get to serve God to what I consider full time. God, I want to let go and let You.
Well, to all of you who haven't issued a hello in a while, let me know how you are. I want to do art for you. Thats odd, but I am craving arcylics.
I will see someone who has not entered my mind in a while. I am not at ease, but I hope all goes well, and focus is clear. I wasn't thinking about what takes up my mind for minimal time during the days, until a call awakened my nerves like nails on a chalkboard. Thanks, but[see the title for the end of this sentence].
This break I need to focus on only what matters. I want to do my devo's. I have been wonderfing a lot lately. What am I going to do? Should I continue with my education and be a teacher? I am not down with the dental plans with my current job. I don't like decay. This trusting God is harder than I ever imagined. I want to see the final product. I wonder where my Bible classes will take me. I wonder if I will ever get to serve God to what I consider full time. God, I want to let go and let You.
Well, to all of you who haven't issued a hello in a while, let me know how you are. I want to do art for you. Thats odd, but I am craving arcylics.