Aug 15, 2010 19:40
With a cat. My sister came home earlier this summer and brought Aurora with her. The kitty is adorable and is very cuddly. I'm allergic to her, but it's worth it. Sar and Aurora will be leaving the first of Sept, and I'm going to miss both.
I'm having a lot of trouble coming to terms with the fact I'm not going back to school in a few weeks myself. I've been leaving for Hali early Sept for about 7 years now (with the exception of last year when I was IN Hali) and I'm going to miss the process of leaving home for a new year. It's so anticlimactic, but it's really bothering me right now. I think its worse considering I still don't have a job and now I have to stay home. I had given myself a goal to wait until the end of the summer to be employed before I started looking at jobs across Canada and even abroad. Truthfully, I don't think I want to move that far. I don't want to stay here either. It feels like failure, and I don't do failure well - it's one of the reasons I don't apply myself often.
On better news, I'm writing now. I want to do an original novel. I think it is time, and I need to stop being scared to live up to my potential and chase my dreams. I learned that from One Tree Hill :)
Next Friday the LotN reunite. I'm soooo excited to see my bbs at Erin's wedding. Now I just need to find a wedding gift. It's going to be so epic. SO EPIC.
This week's writing goals:
* Chapter 6 of Bliss
* Outline for Original story. Zombie fic?
* Coverletter for job in SJ
* 1000 words for Fate