Jan 16, 2010 05:32
of course. no dog will not jump in joy when given his favourite treat. fatigue is always just an excuse. it was boring, wasnt it.
i can no longer tell if i know what i want and like, or am i just pushing away my opportunities. sticking to my comfort zone.
i honestly dont like social obligations. Ive learnt to say no. That doesnt mean others will follow suit. If so, the world will be filled with selfish loners who are so absorbed with themselves, or not. The Hadza can do without it, why cant we? You leave when you want to. You join when you want to. It's afterall about how you feel, isnt it? But that's being selfish. In this world you are taught to be selfless. I feel like i'm on the extreme end after JC ended. It's the end of my selfless days where i'm up for any saikang thinking that its fun. There's no motivation I guess. Now i understand why J just sticks around at home. I might do that myself. Afterall, my entire happiness is there.
Just feeling confused.
12 pounds for a field trip to Rolls Royce, Derby.
10 pounds for dinner at Canary Wharf. Wont be going there again any time soon though.
presumptous. who are you, what are you to think what you think, xt?
rant