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so i'm just going to say what is on my mind and just get things out. i feel used and worthless. i feel like i can never get on my feet or get things where they need to be. i feel like no matter how hard i try i'll never get anywhere. i feel like i'm going to end up just like my mother and i really don't want that.why is it that i get all the wrong guys. why can't i find a good guy? why is it that when guys like me they don't tell me or they tell me when its way too late or when its just not the right time. i've had these feeling in me for a while and just now wrote them i'm not sure why it toke so long for me to put my feelings down about this but oh well.