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I really feel sad right now. john and I jsut had an intense talk. Granted we're both extremely intoxicated and jsut did a line but I really feel myself falling for him. i know that he's only been out for a couple of months and that comes with a lot of uncertainty and that he has a lot of issues with being gay. But god damn he is hot and amazing. I never went into the situation with him thinking into the long run but I guess I had this idea in the back of my head. i really like the whole not knowing where it is going and the wild sex with no boundries. I really hope that when he comes from the bathroom taht the rest of the talk goes well. I'll guess I'll fill you guys in later. Takecare.