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Jesus Fucking Christ! All this shit about taking me to court is finally stressing me out.
Ok, I am getting fed up with everone(mainly Russ, Ryan, and I). Let me list main things that are pissing m off:
1)Our inability to have a civil conversation and settle this...maybe arbitration or mediation. These threats back and forth on my side and theirs is just....damn!
2)Everyone putting their foot in, no matter how good the words are. Joey and AJ have both been very important with their comments and opinions. I appreciate your honesty and wise comments...but in the end, dont you think that you are feeding the fire of drama that Russ and I are creating.
I agree with Russ on this one...thanks for your help, but I think it would make your lives easier if you step out. Not that I mind too much...but I have noticed that emotions are running quite high and tense.
3)No matter how much "law" and "logic" is thrown left and right...why cant we all get on with our lives. After bashing Mike about his...lack of performance...I realised that this should end. Yes, it was wrong of me to bash him on that...yes, I have resentment built in me due to my trust being shattering in less than a second. My fault, no one else's. After realising this mistake...I want to move on. I intend to...after this bullshit is settled.
Here is what I am going to do! I am going to go about my life as normal...not thinking nor talking about any of this shit with Russ. If I get a citation to appear in court...I will. If I get ruled against, I will pay. I am justing go to go with flow. I am going to try my best to not comment back on these sick strands of comments on Russ's LJ.
I know everyone is immature in their own ways...and I make it obvious with my statements. That is my obvious immaturity...making that of others apparent. Though, immaturites are just our personal flaws that we learn to overcome with time.
I need to go relax. Talk to you all later!
Ok, I am getting fed up with everone(mainly Russ, Ryan, and I). Let me list main things that are pissing m off:
1)Our inability to have a civil conversation and settle this...maybe arbitration or mediation. These threats back and forth on my side and theirs is just....damn!
2)Everyone putting their foot in, no matter how good the words are. Joey and AJ have both been very important with their comments and opinions. I appreciate your honesty and wise comments...but in the end, dont you think that you are feeding the fire of drama that Russ and I are creating.
I agree with Russ on this one...thanks for your help, but I think it would make your lives easier if you step out. Not that I mind too much...but I have noticed that emotions are running quite high and tense.
3)No matter how much "law" and "logic" is thrown left and right...why cant we all get on with our lives. After bashing Mike about his...lack of performance...I realised that this should end. Yes, it was wrong of me to bash him on that...yes, I have resentment built in me due to my trust being shattering in less than a second. My fault, no one else's. After realising this mistake...I want to move on. I intend to...after this bullshit is settled.
Here is what I am going to do! I am going to go about my life as normal...not thinking nor talking about any of this shit with Russ. If I get a citation to appear in court...I will. If I get ruled against, I will pay. I am justing go to go with flow. I am going to try my best to not comment back on these sick strands of comments on Russ's LJ.
I know everyone is immature in their own ways...and I make it obvious with my statements. That is my obvious immaturity...making that of others apparent. Though, immaturites are just our personal flaws that we learn to overcome with time.
I need to go relax. Talk to you all later!