get it! get it!
mmmm. second semester. spring approaches. spring...the season of change! rebirth!
i want to bloom this time. i'm sick of looking back with regrets regarding my potential. i truly believe that if i want to be successful in something i know i can be, that i will be. and i'm ready.
who isn't sick (esp at this age) of waiting for things to come together? but its not like how things came to be in our past. this time we have to make it happen. the future is a project. it is our making. and the outcome is part luck but also part persistence and strong will.
ive been frustrated with myself. but im sick of it. sick of tears falling for it. sick of fists pounding from it. sick of that feeling that i might wonder soon what exactly the point is.
persist.
i mean, america gives in wayyy too much to emotional crutches (ie. drinking, eating, shitty bands on mtv). i think kids need to pick themselves up. yea i mean life sucks sometimes. i think from the movies we're taught that things just solve themselves. but we are the change. and america sucks at that. mostly because of how unmotivated kids our age are.
global recession! oh wait heath ledger died so ...
hey look! i loved heath n all (not like i knew him or anything!) but he was talented. and yes. its tragic that he had a daughter and now hes dead. but what we fail to recognize are all those men with daughters that died out in iraq for a seemingly nonsensical reason.
ok let me clarify: i am not one of those people that knows much about politics and is going to rant about this or that with all my bullshit opinions that no one cares about but me. huge views are people with somewhat of the same idea coming together. somehow it turns into some huge project and yelling and condemning of those who don't share the same opinion. gay.
im just trying to say that americas priorities mostly lie within the media. and trust me, i dont want to sound like the typical college kid who just cares about the future america all of a sudden. ive just become more aware. my mom gives me awesome examples of how to feel the way you do, express it, and do something about it. but she doesnt express it to the whole world to get attention or make people angry. she feels a certain way, she calls the governor- she calls the senator- she wrote a letter to the vatican! yea my mom rocks. shes not one of those people who just sits around and complains. she states her view once and she does something. woot go mama reingle!
so thats what i mean. i feel a certain way. im not going to rant. im just explaining here so that i dont get misinterpreted like i was so long ago with this stupid journal that all mikes friend read cuz people have nothing better to do but gossip (hence the media up b.spears' ass). i mean when is enough, enough?! who gives a shit if britney looks like shit and lost her mind? ummm lots of more complicated things to be fussing so much about. and if u want to argue that its for entertaining purposes, thats sick. so just worry about yourself. cuz if u were content with ur life and all the choices u made, u wouldnt give a shit about media portrayed chicks we're supposed to idolize. bahhhh.
forget the "standards"
live.
let live.
and go peacefully.
thanks.
i want to bloom this time. i'm sick of looking back with regrets regarding my potential. i truly believe that if i want to be successful in something i know i can be, that i will be. and i'm ready.
who isn't sick (esp at this age) of waiting for things to come together? but its not like how things came to be in our past. this time we have to make it happen. the future is a project. it is our making. and the outcome is part luck but also part persistence and strong will.
ive been frustrated with myself. but im sick of it. sick of tears falling for it. sick of fists pounding from it. sick of that feeling that i might wonder soon what exactly the point is.
persist.
i mean, america gives in wayyy too much to emotional crutches (ie. drinking, eating, shitty bands on mtv). i think kids need to pick themselves up. yea i mean life sucks sometimes. i think from the movies we're taught that things just solve themselves. but we are the change. and america sucks at that. mostly because of how unmotivated kids our age are.
global recession! oh wait heath ledger died so ...
hey look! i loved heath n all (not like i knew him or anything!) but he was talented. and yes. its tragic that he had a daughter and now hes dead. but what we fail to recognize are all those men with daughters that died out in iraq for a seemingly nonsensical reason.
ok let me clarify: i am not one of those people that knows much about politics and is going to rant about this or that with all my bullshit opinions that no one cares about but me. huge views are people with somewhat of the same idea coming together. somehow it turns into some huge project and yelling and condemning of those who don't share the same opinion. gay.
im just trying to say that americas priorities mostly lie within the media. and trust me, i dont want to sound like the typical college kid who just cares about the future america all of a sudden. ive just become more aware. my mom gives me awesome examples of how to feel the way you do, express it, and do something about it. but she doesnt express it to the whole world to get attention or make people angry. she feels a certain way, she calls the governor- she calls the senator- she wrote a letter to the vatican! yea my mom rocks. shes not one of those people who just sits around and complains. she states her view once and she does something. woot go mama reingle!
so thats what i mean. i feel a certain way. im not going to rant. im just explaining here so that i dont get misinterpreted like i was so long ago with this stupid journal that all mikes friend read cuz people have nothing better to do but gossip (hence the media up b.spears' ass). i mean when is enough, enough?! who gives a shit if britney looks like shit and lost her mind? ummm lots of more complicated things to be fussing so much about. and if u want to argue that its for entertaining purposes, thats sick. so just worry about yourself. cuz if u were content with ur life and all the choices u made, u wouldnt give a shit about media portrayed chicks we're supposed to idolize. bahhhh.
forget the "standards"
live.
let live.
and go peacefully.
thanks.