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Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail
I had several relationships in junior high/high school.
I would say that my first real love was one of two people.
(i mean how do you define a first real love? i have no idea.)
The first one was Ian and I dated him when I was 16 years old (and straightedge and buddhist lol).
He eventually broke up with me because he wanted "a christian wife."
He was 17 or 18.
The weird part is- I'm back to being Catholic and he became atheist or agnostic for a while after all that happened.
The second and more likely candidate was Dave from Arlington.
I dated him my senior year of high school while I was still straight edge and vegan but no longer an adherent to buddhist philosophy.
He was 4 years older than me- and he graduated from college the same time i graduated from high school.
looking back on it- isn't that age difference kinda creepy?
I'm not lending too many details to these relationships- because really it seems pointless now. I don't look back on these two instances as particularly fond memories- I think the only relationships I look back on as fond memories are with Eric and then with Bastian.
Maybe Eric was my first real love then?
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION THEN??!?!
i guess it doesnt matter. i honestly dont like reminiscing about any of these relationships because there is an element of hurt involved that i don't feel like revisiting. can you blame me?
what's worse- out everyone i have ever dated i have only been dumped twice- and it was by Ian and then Dave. WTF?
I had several relationships in junior high/high school.
I would say that my first real love was one of two people.
(i mean how do you define a first real love? i have no idea.)
The first one was Ian and I dated him when I was 16 years old (and straightedge and buddhist lol).
He eventually broke up with me because he wanted "a christian wife."
He was 17 or 18.
The weird part is- I'm back to being Catholic and he became atheist or agnostic for a while after all that happened.
The second and more likely candidate was Dave from Arlington.
I dated him my senior year of high school while I was still straight edge and vegan but no longer an adherent to buddhist philosophy.
He was 4 years older than me- and he graduated from college the same time i graduated from high school.
looking back on it- isn't that age difference kinda creepy?
I'm not lending too many details to these relationships- because really it seems pointless now. I don't look back on these two instances as particularly fond memories- I think the only relationships I look back on as fond memories are with Eric and then with Bastian.
Maybe Eric was my first real love then?
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION THEN??!?!
i guess it doesnt matter. i honestly dont like reminiscing about any of these relationships because there is an element of hurt involved that i don't feel like revisiting. can you blame me?
what's worse- out everyone i have ever dated i have only been dumped twice- and it was by Ian and then Dave. WTF?