Recently...
meh, its been okay...
I gots me an outfit for the Solo & Ensamble thingy...
._. played over the weekend...
x.x stressing about it..
^^ it snowed too!
but today.. wasn't so.. >.> great..
we had a stupid girls bowling banquest today.. and well.. * sigh * I kinda wanted my parents to go along.. but they just wanted to stay home, I was okay with it, really, I was, and I didn't think they had to come along anyways.. so when I got their.. was.. kinda.. early, and Trish had her parents.. and so, I just played solitare the ENTIRE time.. then more people were showing up.. WITH parents... ._.'' I sat at a table... I was.. alone, playing solitare, everyone eating, then they gave out the awards. I got my dumb award.. got my dumb letter.. got another dumb thing I can't remember... so, at the end.. someone asked where my dad was.. and I said he was at home... and the said oh.. I called my dad because I WANTED to leave...
he finally picked me up, asked how it went.. and I said it went fine.. he asked who went.. I told them.. he asked how many parents went.. and I said everyone's parents were their... and I cried. ._. don't ask.. I just did.. I don't know why it let it get to me like that.. he said sorry 5 billion times... and yeah... x.x no one talked to me.. I'm known as a fucking lesbian because courtney just HAS to tell everyone... murf.. x.x that was it...
but the snowingness made up for it! ^^
I gots me an outfit for the Solo & Ensamble thingy...
._. played over the weekend...
x.x stressing about it..
^^ it snowed too!
but today.. wasn't so.. >.> great..
we had a stupid girls bowling banquest today.. and well.. * sigh * I kinda wanted my parents to go along.. but they just wanted to stay home, I was okay with it, really, I was, and I didn't think they had to come along anyways.. so when I got their.. was.. kinda.. early, and Trish had her parents.. and so, I just played solitare the ENTIRE time.. then more people were showing up.. WITH parents... ._.'' I sat at a table... I was.. alone, playing solitare, everyone eating, then they gave out the awards. I got my dumb award.. got my dumb letter.. got another dumb thing I can't remember... so, at the end.. someone asked where my dad was.. and I said he was at home... and the said oh.. I called my dad because I WANTED to leave...
he finally picked me up, asked how it went.. and I said it went fine.. he asked who went.. I told them.. he asked how many parents went.. and I said everyone's parents were their... and I cried. ._. don't ask.. I just did.. I don't know why it let it get to me like that.. he said sorry 5 billion times... and yeah... x.x no one talked to me.. I'm known as a fucking lesbian because courtney just HAS to tell everyone... murf.. x.x that was it...
but the snowingness made up for it! ^^