stressed out

[rehabb___]

I was just talking to my mommy.
I guess we're doing better now.

we'll were not moving until I finnish school.
I know that much.

my to do list:
I NEED A JOB
so I can pay for car insurence.
so I can get new clothes.
so I can pay my bills.

I NEED TO GET MY CAR INSPECTED.
ew.

I NEED TO STOP HANGING WITH FRIENDS SO MUCH AND GET MY SHIT TOGETHER.

I NEED TO STOP BEING SO LAZY.

I NEED TO REDECORATE MY ROOM.

I NEED TO HELP AROUND THE HOUSE MORE.

I NEED TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FAMILY.

I NEED TO CONCENTRATE MORE IN SCHOOL.

I need to do things to make myself happy again.

Chris called me at 6:30pm, asked me if I wanted to go get some ice cream.
well, it's 8:08pm now, and he said hed call me in a half hour at 6:30. He still hasnt called.

yesturday he did the same thing.
oh well.

I miss being young and flawless.
I need a reality check. BAD.

I'm going to go finnish my painting of earth wind, fire, and water.
AFTER I GO TO ROFO AND GET A WHITE TEA.