May 29, 2006 20:12
from friday; May 26, to Monday; May 29 -about 7 this evening.. was amazing.
But all good things must come to an end.
I don't even need to talk about it.
no one needs to read it.
or comment it. it's in my heart.
that is all that matters.
but now it's over.
and I must face reality.
My parents just sat me down.
They're moving.
I can't move!
fucking.. My whole life is here.
I mean, everything.
I mean ,I grew up in this house my whole fucking life.
everything just got so good.
and I was looking forward to being as happy as this weekend made me, all of the time.
that wont happen now...
and it sucks, I'm not 18yet.
so I have no say what so ever about it.
I don't know what to do.
I'm so down in the fucking dumps over this.
I don't know what to do.
I'm going to go buy a pack of smokes, a white tea.
and fucking cry I guess.