Jul 23, 2006 02:01
things have been rather odd lately.
with everything that happened with brandon going on, i also heard i almost lost another friend. this time it was one much closer to me. even though we've had our distance, ill never forget the friendship and laughter we shared. if you ever read this (you know who you are), i want to help you get better. i believe you and i don't want to see you go.
i've also worked almost 50 hours this week.
one day i had to clean up vomit, another day i worked over ten hours straight.
i've been having horrible dreams about my father dying recently, and i dont like it. the past three nights in a row have all been the same.
spending time with tom is great.
we drink and waltz and laugh and talk about music. perfect.
i am going to disneyland next week. i am excited about it, but i am even more excited to see my parents. it will be wonderful.
today it was 112 outside with horrific humidity. smoking a cigarette was nauseating.
to cool ourselves off, tom and i sing "White Christmas", or other christmas carols..its pretty great.