Why is love so complicated?
Why am I so scared?
Maybe its because I've been hurt so much. I don't want to be hurt again. Don't get me wrong I'm extremely happy with Hubby but I do wake up everyday scared that something bad might happen. Like he'll stop loving me. I know I shouldn't think that but I do. Everyone knows I have problems with trusting people. After being hurt alot not just by boys I like but with my own fathers. I don't know.
I love Hubby to death. I am glad that he is apart of my life. He makes me so happy. I told Bree last night that I feel stupid not realizing that Hubby was right there in front of me. He was there for me when I had problems with other boys he was always there to hear me out. Gosh people I love this boy!! I don't ever want to lose him........