The island's toying with the people's personalities is growing tiresome. I pray this final bout ends as quickly as the other two and is the final instance of this. The physical danger many have been put inThe damages to the people's pride and emotions are not amusing in the least.
I pray no one will be hurt badly in this instance.
[Private; Unhackable]
I fear for myself as well. I pray I avoid anything like what happened during the last two bouts. I may not be lucky enough to survive for a third time...
I am still unnerved by the last two events. Though I have...made up with both Mist and Agrias, what happened between us still leaves me scared. I blame neither of them, but...thinking about what happened to me and...what could have happened leaves me terrified.
I am glad I have done what I could to amend my relations with Agrias and Mist. Both were so possessed by guilt that they so readily considered allowing me to exclude them from my life entirely. I could not allow that, so despite how difficult overcoming my fears may be, I will do so for the sake of my friendships. I do not...have that many to afford to lose any. Both are good people.
Even so, I may need to spend time with other people to relax my nerves. I have not spent much time with Momo and she seems very kind. Right now, she seems to be in as much need of help as myself...
I will not allow myself to be anything less than strong for their sakes. If I show weakness, they will worry and they have enough to deal with as it is...much of which concerns me. To relieve Mist and Agrias of their guilt and help Momo while she is afflicted, I will be strong, no matter how difficult it may be.
There have been other happenings not related with these changes that have left me less than confident. Tibarn's rage at the memory of the slaughter of the Heron clan and claiming the perpetrator was Begnion...
Could my nation actually be responsible? Could...I be responsible in some way? I had hoped it all to be a horrid misunderstanding or perhaps a misinterpretation on Tibarn's part, but his rage seemed so...genuine and his memory so clear. I do not know what I will do if I learn I am somehow responsible for the murder of a nation of defenseless, peaceful people...
When speaking to Mist, she mentioned a war. Could my nation be involved with that as well?
Oh, Ashera, what is happening in Tellius...? Please watch over and protect everyone.
[Filtered to Momo]
Momo, how have you been feeling?