☲ Vox Deae VIII
This island is becoming dreadful. One instance of these 'personality changes' as some have come to call them was far more than enough. I myself am entirely unaffected this time and yet I feel as though this instance is worse for me than my own change was!
Nearly everyone I know, aside from a select few, have been afflicted all at once. I never would have guessed I would be so bothered by Nozomu acting...happy. It is very unsettling, surprisingly. At least the end of the event will be easy enough to notice, as I expect a rant about despair to mark it.
Agrias and Subaru have both been changed and...despite how I try, I cannot keep either of them out of trouble. Subaru's behavior seems simply foolish while not particularly dangerous, but Agrias--her change is too much. It is infuriating, seeing her attempt to...woo all these other women. I try my best to intervene--for her sake--but there is only so much I can do.
Momo has not been affected, which is a relief. I'm not sure what I would do if my roommate was changed; this situation is tiring enough as-is. Luckily, however, Momo is a good roommate and I am able to rest and relax just fine with her around.
...Today has not been entirely bad, however. Nodoka took me for a...walk. It was very enjoyable. Despite her change; sad that hers is more than bearable in comparison to the other's. I also purchased some things to decorate my room with. I hope they don't bother you, Momo. I simply bought some curtains nicer than what were given to us, a rug, and much nicer sheets for my bed. I imagine they will make our room much more appealing.
I also remembered a few things today. Most importantly, I have remembered the name of my Goddess.
Ashera.
I will not forget her name again. I also remember some of the teachings concerning her. A kind, wise being that cared for all those that lived in her world. A world that she created. I hope I remember more about her.
I have also remembered someone important to me. A woman by the name of Sigrun. She was my body guard and her life was dedicated to caring and protecting me; I grew up under her guidance and care. I spent much of my life with her. She was--is very important to me.
[Private; Unhackable]
Agrias's behavior is unsettling. More so, my anger concerning it. Perhaps Ashera's teachings criticized such behavior...? The courting of two women? I am reluctant to believe that, despite being very unusual, since I distinctly remember the Goddess as being loving and accepting towards all people.
I feel as though such behavior would not be considered acceptable or normal in Begnion. In fact, if this memory of Sigrun is true, then I am sure such behavior is not condoned in Begnion, considering her reaction to my...finding her. Finding them. Even I, thinking of her and that...woman, I become angry, just as I did today with Agrias. Although, when I think about Sigrun herself, I ache and cannot stay angry with her.
...This is all so very confusing.
Sigrun and Agrias are more alike the more I think about them. I hope this switch passes as quickly as the last. In the meantime, I shall do my best to take care of her as she took care of me before. Even if her behavior infuriates me.
[Filtered from Agrias]
Is there anyone that could tell me if Agrias has had a falling-out with anyone close to her recently? A fight, perhaps?
[/Fliter]
((Please subtract $300 for dark purple curtains, dark red bedsheets, and a purple and red throw rug. What? She bought the nicest (read: expensive) ones she could find.))
((1% Memory spent on Sigrun, 1% on Ashera, 1% on finding Sigrun getting it on with Tanith. 5% total regain.))
Nearly everyone I know, aside from a select few, have been afflicted all at once. I never would have guessed I would be so bothered by Nozomu acting...happy. It is very unsettling, surprisingly. At least the end of the event will be easy enough to notice, as I expect a rant about despair to mark it.
Agrias and Subaru have both been changed and...despite how I try, I cannot keep either of them out of trouble. Subaru's behavior seems simply foolish while not particularly dangerous, but Agrias--her change is too much. It is infuriating, seeing her attempt to...woo all these other women. I try my best to intervene--for her sake--but there is only so much I can do.
Momo has not been affected, which is a relief. I'm not sure what I would do if my roommate was changed; this situation is tiring enough as-is. Luckily, however, Momo is a good roommate and I am able to rest and relax just fine with her around.
...Today has not been entirely bad, however. Nodoka took me for a...walk. It was very enjoyable. Despite her change; sad that hers is more than bearable in comparison to the other's. I also purchased some things to decorate my room with. I hope they don't bother you, Momo. I simply bought some curtains nicer than what were given to us, a rug, and much nicer sheets for my bed. I imagine they will make our room much more appealing.
I also remembered a few things today. Most importantly, I have remembered the name of my Goddess.
Ashera.
I will not forget her name again. I also remember some of the teachings concerning her. A kind, wise being that cared for all those that lived in her world. A world that she created. I hope I remember more about her.
I have also remembered someone important to me. A woman by the name of Sigrun. She was my body guard and her life was dedicated to caring and protecting me; I grew up under her guidance and care. I spent much of my life with her. She was--is very important to me.
[Private; Unhackable]
Agrias's behavior is unsettling. More so, my anger concerning it. Perhaps Ashera's teachings criticized such behavior...? The courting of two women? I am reluctant to believe that, despite being very unusual, since I distinctly remember the Goddess as being loving and accepting towards all people.
I feel as though such behavior would not be considered acceptable or normal in Begnion. In fact, if this memory of Sigrun is true, then I am sure such behavior is not condoned in Begnion, considering her reaction to my...finding her. Finding them. Even I, thinking of her and that...woman, I become angry, just as I did today with Agrias. Although, when I think about Sigrun herself, I ache and cannot stay angry with her.
...This is all so very confusing.
Sigrun and Agrias are more alike the more I think about them. I hope this switch passes as quickly as the last. In the meantime, I shall do my best to take care of her as she took care of me before. Even if her behavior infuriates me.
[Filtered from Agrias]
Is there anyone that could tell me if Agrias has had a falling-out with anyone close to her recently? A fight, perhaps?
[/Fliter]
((Please subtract $300 for dark purple curtains, dark red bedsheets, and a purple and red throw rug. What? She bought the nicest (read: expensive) ones she could find.))
((1% Memory spent on Sigrun, 1% on Ashera, 1% on finding Sigrun getting it on with Tanith. 5% total regain.))