UNINVITED
I've been spending heaps of time with Alex recently. It's weird. We've been friends for so long, but now I'm learning all this other stuff about her. I love that she trusts me, and that we can just hang out without there being any awkwardness. The scary part? I know I'm falling fast and I know that this could end at any moment. If Ellie finds out about us...I don't even want to think about it. I mean, I love Ellie. I've been in love with her for as long as I can remember but now... I love Alex, always have as a friend. She's almost like a soulmate or whatever. Add in romance and... this could be really really bad for my trainwreck self. Not to mention...there's always the possibility that Nunez is going to leave me for a girl. weird. We've been spending time rebuilding the "bestie" part of our relationship. We got breakfast at Denny's this morning, and I swear to god - that girl can eat. I have no idea where she puts it. and have I mentioned how sexy it is to have a girl in my life who doesn't give a shit about watching what she eats all the time?
We had an almost fight. Our first as a real couple. I might of mentioned that I had told Spinner about the two of us. She was NOT happy.
Stopped by Ellie's and said hey. Beyond Awkward. I spose I could of thought up a better excuse then Billy biting my neck... geez. and whats with her jacket being at my place this morning? I don't even remember the last time Ellie was over. She must of stopped by for Jay's pancakes or something.In a lot of ways I just wish we could go back you know, to before... all this crap. When I first came back. When we were friends... I'm scared that Alex & I are going to kill her.
If anyone wants to come over for a Sunday Sesh, we have BEER.
We had an almost fight. Our first as a real couple. I might of mentioned that I had told Spinner about the two of us. She was NOT happy.
Stopped by Ellie's and said hey. Beyond Awkward. I spose I could of thought up a better excuse then Billy biting my neck... geez. and whats with her jacket being at my place this morning? I don't even remember the last time Ellie was over. She must of stopped by for Jay's pancakes or something.In a lot of ways I just wish we could go back you know, to before... all this crap. When I first came back. When we were friends... I'm scared that Alex & I are going to kill her.
If anyone wants to come over for a Sunday Sesh, we have BEER.