God this is fucked

Sep 20, 2006 02:27

So I've been pretty busy the last couple of days. Guess people really took me seriously when I said I wanted to catch up. Here's the 411.

Emma:
We just hung out at her place and talked. She has this way of making sense of me when I really need it. I thought of maybe taking things to the next level, even said that we should hang out more. I guess things are more complicated now but Em really is a great friend. I can't lose her.

Ellie:
Sometimes it hurts to love that girl. Seriously. I don't exactly know what happened, one minute we were kissing and the next it was over... for real this time. I know it was unfair to give her the ultimatum but seriously, I just can't take it anymore. I can't always be waiting for her. We talked about a lot of stuff...I think we are both finally ready to move on from this relationship now. Or not. No matter what, I'm here if you need me.

Alex:
Where do I start? When you need a cheer me up, go to Alex. She really is my best friend; and honestly? I don't know who I would be without her in my life. We went out to an old haunt of ours and proceeded to get it on. Yes, Alex. I can't believe I never saw it before; how incredibly hot she is, how funny she is, how she seems to seriously just know me better then anyone else in the world. She puts me in my place, she tells me what to do and she is an abso-freakin-fantastic kisser and lover and.. .GOD this is fucked. It's completely fucked up but at the moment its the only thing that makes sense to me. I just don't get how I never saw all of it before. we drank and danced a bit and then she proceeded to fuck me senseless crashed at my place. We have to do it again soon.

Spinner:
Hey dude. The fries were great. The conversation was awesome too. He's in the exact same situation I'm in. Well Kinda. We both havent told Ellie about our secret relationships...Next time we'll include beer yeah?

If anyone else wants to catch up let me know. I'm beat and gonna go crash now.. or maybe call Alex and see if she wants to come over.
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