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this weekend is already a stark contrast to last weekend. last weekend was freaking awesome, although I can't recall exactly what happened at the moment (no, not because of intoxication of any sort... just poor memory) except many hours of Hoopla and people falling asleep on our floor. this weekend is very chill, and very studious. I have to finish recovering from my tracheal infection & then study for my 5 tests... and do other shit...
but I did see Ballroom Magic, which was freaking AWESOME!!!!!!! Wendy was in it, and of course she was fabulous ;). I also knew 3 of the guys performing, and they were all fantastic as well. in fact, everyone was fantastic, lol. I wish I could do that... I can do some ballroom dance... sort of. it made me miss performing a lot, though. I did dance for 6 years (ballet for 4, jazz for all 6), and we always performed-- scary, but it's something to work towards, and it always feels so good in the end. I really do like performing... *sigh* alas, there aren't really any performing dance groups that I could join. (but at least there's always music!)
it also made me want to find some guy who can dance! or at least would try, you know... ;). *sigh* although at this point, almost any guy, period, would be good. note the almost (no thank you, Sara!). although my friends at home are currently undergoing many breakups, many people here have either relationships or attention... and that's tough sometimes. man, I want flowers at my door every day. or some guy who is always there for me... although I guess I could get easily annoyed with some situations that I now envy, were I actually IN those situations. but at the moment... having someone care about ME sounds freaking awesome. and not like the last two messed-up situations.
in any case... that's enough of that.
dancing is so much fun. I wish I were better at it. my jazz foundations class is great :-). I'm going to try to take ballroom & modern at some point too... maybe even ballet (who knows? the only reason I quit was b/c of the teacher... and it was less interesting than jazz). ahhh, too many things to do ;).
I still want to do theater. hmmm...
I wish there were more hours in the day, so I could fill them with all the things I want to do.
but I did see Ballroom Magic, which was freaking AWESOME!!!!!!! Wendy was in it, and of course she was fabulous ;). I also knew 3 of the guys performing, and they were all fantastic as well. in fact, everyone was fantastic, lol. I wish I could do that... I can do some ballroom dance... sort of. it made me miss performing a lot, though. I did dance for 6 years (ballet for 4, jazz for all 6), and we always performed-- scary, but it's something to work towards, and it always feels so good in the end. I really do like performing... *sigh* alas, there aren't really any performing dance groups that I could join. (but at least there's always music!)
it also made me want to find some guy who can dance! or at least would try, you know... ;). *sigh* although at this point, almost any guy, period, would be good. note the almost (no thank you, Sara!). although my friends at home are currently undergoing many breakups, many people here have either relationships or attention... and that's tough sometimes. man, I want flowers at my door every day. or some guy who is always there for me... although I guess I could get easily annoyed with some situations that I now envy, were I actually IN those situations. but at the moment... having someone care about ME sounds freaking awesome. and not like the last two messed-up situations.
in any case... that's enough of that.
dancing is so much fun. I wish I were better at it. my jazz foundations class is great :-). I'm going to try to take ballroom & modern at some point too... maybe even ballet (who knows? the only reason I quit was b/c of the teacher... and it was less interesting than jazz). ahhh, too many things to do ;).
I still want to do theater. hmmm...
I wish there were more hours in the day, so I could fill them with all the things I want to do.