i want you to ... etc.

[ref1nnej]

im in a really good mood. today was a really normal day, but it was good. im still failing at life, but i feel like i can get back on track. i got now and then from stop and shop, awesome. i also got conditioner that i cannot wait to use- only because i just want to take a shower right now. things are going to be good, they have to be. definatly. shower, (ice cream- shh), sleep, half day tomorrow, those are my favorites, haha. by the way, im happily gaining my annual 40 pound winter fat!! hoooray. just kidding, but its getting there... haaaaa

and, well, it made me smile, thats all i guess, just the thought, made me smile. so thanks.

ps- ridiculous is spelled ridiculous, yeah...