i never really hate anyone, but youre making it easy.
I have been having the most INSANELY random dreams lately, ill wake up remembering bits and pieces and have that weird distorded mood for a little, and forget them entirely. i didnt go to school monday, and im probably not going to go in five hours, and i still havent made up work, and i still dont have a reason to justify that... so sorry (sarcasm is DRIPPING if you didnt know) that im causing such a worriment, this is my problem, ill deal with it, you havent cared, dont care now, dont pretend to, so thats been on mind. hearing about yourself, one person to another, to you (if you can follow)... is hilarious. dont think for more than a second you can rely on something, i guess. this hole, im not even digging it for myself anymore, its just there, untouched. im just... static, if that makes sense (in context). haha, but dont worry, i can just say things are going to miraculously be just splendid, and then ill believe it. an unremitting dislike of what ive done. <3. haaaaaaaaa!