I Wish...

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I wish I wasn't so controlling of myself.

I wish I could just let go and have fun all the time.

I wish I didn't constantly want what others have and forget what I have.

I wish the times when I looked in the mirror and liked what I saw could be getting more frequent instead of less.

I wish I didn't feel alone, even when I'm not.

I wish I could tell people what is really in my head and my heart all the time.

I wish I didn't feel like there has to be two separate me's.

I wish the two separate worlds I've created with my two separate me's would come together once in awhile.

I wish I could stop making excuses.

I wish I was one of the girls that I constantly make fun of but secretly envy.

I wish I was envied.

I wish I was consistent, and won't wake up tomorrow in a better mood and wonder what I was thinking when I wrote all of this.

I wish there was someone I could explain everything to.

I wish there was someone who would understand.