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my whole life is about waiting.
im waiting for a time when i wont have to wait anymore.
i keep telling myself that it will all be okay, but it hasn't been okay in three years.
its not okay right now. and i'm so sick of waiting for things to change. to get better. to be normal.
i will never miss you ever again.
i will never reminisce no matter how much you wish i would. there is no reason for me to remember times when i thought i was happy, but really, i was being repeatedly deceived by someone i trusted.
i will never wonder how things are going,
and i will NEVER contact you to find out.
i will never be available; i will drop off the face of the earth as far as you're concerned.
i will never again give you the opportunity to make my stomach turn and my heart come up to my throat.
and most importantly,
i will never come back.
not this time and never again.
"THE ONE YOU LOVE AND THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU ARE NEVER EVER THE SAME PERSON."
im waiting for a time when i wont have to wait anymore.
i keep telling myself that it will all be okay, but it hasn't been okay in three years.
its not okay right now. and i'm so sick of waiting for things to change. to get better. to be normal.
i will never miss you ever again.
i will never reminisce no matter how much you wish i would. there is no reason for me to remember times when i thought i was happy, but really, i was being repeatedly deceived by someone i trusted.
i will never wonder how things are going,
and i will NEVER contact you to find out.
i will never be available; i will drop off the face of the earth as far as you're concerned.
i will never again give you the opportunity to make my stomach turn and my heart come up to my throat.
and most importantly,
i will never come back.
not this time and never again.
"THE ONE YOU LOVE AND THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU ARE NEVER EVER THE SAME PERSON."