Why?
So-
It's 1:30 a.m., and I'm still up.
I should be in bed. I have work in the morning.
But-
A) I only got home from Fringe-ing a half-hour ago.
B) I'm too frustrated to rest.
I've been at my job for roughly 2 months. I'm not perfect, but I'd like to think I'm not *terrible* either. I still have a few things left to learn. My boss, however, thinks I should be doing much better than I am, and constantly compares my performance to that of the other "new" employees. She is also one of these people that thinks the best way to train someone is to be really hard on them.
I feel like the last two months have been almost a waste, and I wish that I was in a position where I could quit.
I don't think I have ever been as frustrated as I am right now.
FUCK! :(
It's 1:30 a.m., and I'm still up.
I should be in bed. I have work in the morning.
But-
A) I only got home from Fringe-ing a half-hour ago.
B) I'm too frustrated to rest.
I've been at my job for roughly 2 months. I'm not perfect, but I'd like to think I'm not *terrible* either. I still have a few things left to learn. My boss, however, thinks I should be doing much better than I am, and constantly compares my performance to that of the other "new" employees. She is also one of these people that thinks the best way to train someone is to be really hard on them.
I feel like the last two months have been almost a waste, and I wish that I was in a position where I could quit.
I don't think I have ever been as frustrated as I am right now.
FUCK! :(