**023CENA. (i wonder what music spiders listen to)

[redwhite_impact]

I almost want to learn to play an instrument. (Confusing sort of feeling, actually. Weird emotion, which can describe a lot of what I am and what life is right now, if I am and if it's anything. I don't know.) Either way, I'm stuck vaguely wondering if I'm losing the ability to perceive all people as people. I'm stuck wondering if there's something

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[love_akane]

We all cope in different ways. Distance, death, demonizing. Don't think too much about it.

( What of those stuck in-between? )

[redwhite_impact]

I probably don't have time to, except in passing. And you don't get very far, if you're only thinking about something in passing.

(My right-hands, of course.)

[love_akane]

You would be surprised.

( I was thinking more along the lines of not getting involved at all, really. )

[redwhite_impact]

...would I be?

(Not an option. It's like refusing to get involved in life as long as you're still alive. It's pointless. And an oxymoron.)

[love_akane]

Probably not, no.

( Living can be defined in many different ways. It doesn't have to by oxymoronic. )

[redwhite_impact]

And why not, do you think?

(You don't think failing to participate in a life you're trapped in, encircled by, blessed with is a waste of valuable time?)

[love_akane]

You've seen too many things to be surprised by much of anything, anymore.

(Some people live to waste their time. Some people waste their time by living.)

[redwhite_impact]

...probably true. You're welcome to try me, though.

(That wasn't pessimistic. Life is all you've got, you know.)

[love_akane]

If it amuses me to do so, I might.

( Just like that wasn't sarcastic. You also have death. )

[redwhite_impact]

Feel free.

(Only the dead know whether or not that's true.)

[love_akane]

Hn. Whatever.

(I thought the dead were supposed to join your Ghost Army.)

[redwhite_impact]

-chuckles-

(The nonexistent are supposed to join my Ghost Army. The dead are still existent.)