An update
My last three livejournal entries start with "so" And this one was going to start the same as well. Heh. I suppose it's fine since each entry is months apart, but it is odd to note.
The past while has been eventful and stagnate at the same time.
I've met a few wonderful people, I'm not sure how I existed without them. Let's see. . . It has been quite a while since I last posted. I met someone amazing and sexy and sweet who also hosted, before he sadly moved, gaymer parties where I met a lot of other wonderful people. I've also met a couple of people who claim to not have many, if any at all, friends physically, so it's nice to pull them into the fold, I know what it's like to sit in seclusion wishing there was the presence of someone there, afterall. And another friend. . . who I'm still getting to know, he's busy and not exactly local, though. And through him I met a couple of other nice people and got introduced to a cool local band.
Went to Blizzcon again this year, which no doubt will amuse those of you who heard my rants against WoW at first, and tried to get me to play WC3 only to have me refuse ( To be fair I still fail at rts games, so don't play them ) What can I say? I am flexible in most of my thoughts. :)
Blizzcon '08. . . wasn't as good as last year. there wasn't a lot of new announcements like last year, and it seemed hastily put together, and it was a smaller group of us that went, it's always more fun with more people. . . It was a bit disappointing, but still fun none-the-less. Diablo 3 is amazing, got to play a little demo there, got some nice swag.
On the subject of WoW. . . we met up with a little guild to do raiding with, made friends with many of the core members and generally had fun, but, as is wont to happen, the guild kinda crumbled and people went their own ways for whatever reason. Still friends with some of the now ex-guildies.
So many people and lives that touch and radiate out to other lives~
I'm lonely at times, even with others around me, but over-all content.
Today was a bit depressing, though, as a friend I never thought I'd lose told me he couldn't speak with me anymore. I know and understand and respect the reasons why, but that doesn't stop me from aching. It hurts when someone who's stood by me for a long while through my own fits of self-depreciation and distancing, as well as jealousy, is suddenly not available anymore.
But, as with my friend who moved to Iowa, I'm not as broken up as I could be, good bye is never permanent with good friends. I hope all the fear that's acting as chains is eased sometime, for his sake more than mine.
I suppose that's all I really have to say for now. If you ever think of me, and we've not talked in a while, say hi. :)
This is x-posted to myspace, for the first time ever, as I think I now have people who will read there. . . How odd. And no cut for you. I post once in a great while, deal with a wall of text, heh.
The past while has been eventful and stagnate at the same time.
I've met a few wonderful people, I'm not sure how I existed without them. Let's see. . . It has been quite a while since I last posted. I met someone amazing and sexy and sweet who also hosted, before he sadly moved, gaymer parties where I met a lot of other wonderful people. I've also met a couple of people who claim to not have many, if any at all, friends physically, so it's nice to pull them into the fold, I know what it's like to sit in seclusion wishing there was the presence of someone there, afterall. And another friend. . . who I'm still getting to know, he's busy and not exactly local, though. And through him I met a couple of other nice people and got introduced to a cool local band.
Went to Blizzcon again this year, which no doubt will amuse those of you who heard my rants against WoW at first, and tried to get me to play WC3 only to have me refuse ( To be fair I still fail at rts games, so don't play them ) What can I say? I am flexible in most of my thoughts. :)
Blizzcon '08. . . wasn't as good as last year. there wasn't a lot of new announcements like last year, and it seemed hastily put together, and it was a smaller group of us that went, it's always more fun with more people. . . It was a bit disappointing, but still fun none-the-less. Diablo 3 is amazing, got to play a little demo there, got some nice swag.
On the subject of WoW. . . we met up with a little guild to do raiding with, made friends with many of the core members and generally had fun, but, as is wont to happen, the guild kinda crumbled and people went their own ways for whatever reason. Still friends with some of the now ex-guildies.
So many people and lives that touch and radiate out to other lives~
I'm lonely at times, even with others around me, but over-all content.
Today was a bit depressing, though, as a friend I never thought I'd lose told me he couldn't speak with me anymore. I know and understand and respect the reasons why, but that doesn't stop me from aching. It hurts when someone who's stood by me for a long while through my own fits of self-depreciation and distancing, as well as jealousy, is suddenly not available anymore.
But, as with my friend who moved to Iowa, I'm not as broken up as I could be, good bye is never permanent with good friends. I hope all the fear that's acting as chains is eased sometime, for his sake more than mine.
I suppose that's all I really have to say for now. If you ever think of me, and we've not talked in a while, say hi. :)
This is x-posted to myspace, for the first time ever, as I think I now have people who will read there. . . How odd. And no cut for you. I post once in a great while, deal with a wall of text, heh.