"i see you when i wake up, it's a gift, i didn't think could be real"
no work today. ahhhh. fixin' to go read a book on my front porch in this beautiful 75.3 degree weather.
today is thursday. jason and i worked together on monday night and he asked me if i wanted to do something on friday. and of course i said yeah. friday has not come, but somehow we've managed to spend monday, tuesday, and wednesday together. apparently neither of us could wait until friday.
am i scared that i'm going to get hurt again? hell yes i am. i'm trying really hard to keep my guard up but when it comes to jason, my wall comes down because he sweet talks me like nobody's business. all i want to do is trust him. he said he'll do whatever it takes for me to trust him again. whatever it takes? time. that's all. i just hope we have time. and that this time, he won't run away.
today is thursday. jason and i worked together on monday night and he asked me if i wanted to do something on friday. and of course i said yeah. friday has not come, but somehow we've managed to spend monday, tuesday, and wednesday together. apparently neither of us could wait until friday.
am i scared that i'm going to get hurt again? hell yes i am. i'm trying really hard to keep my guard up but when it comes to jason, my wall comes down because he sweet talks me like nobody's business. all i want to do is trust him. he said he'll do whatever it takes for me to trust him again. whatever it takes? time. that's all. i just hope we have time. and that this time, he won't run away.