Never Never Land Chapter 20 (Gibbs/Tony/Tim threesome, hurt/comfort)

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Tim watched Gibbs hungrily as he swam through the water strong and sleek. The morning sun sparkled on the clear water as Gibbs slid through the water with swift rhythmic ease. Up and down, up and down his arms moved as lap after lap was completed. Simple efficient tumble turns as Gibbs rolled and pushed off from the wall of the pool. Acres of tanned taut skin bare to Tim’s hungry eyes. Gibbs’s silver dark hair was plastered to his scalp as he turned his head to the side to breathe before powerfully stroking through the water.

Tim licked his lips and tasted the slight salt of sweat. As he watched he felt a bolt of heated desire curl his toes.

He wanted Gibbs. He wanted Gibbs to take away the dirty feeling he carried around with him. He wanted to be fucked until he screamed out his completion. He wanted Gibbs to take over control of his body so he could be free of it. Free of the guilt and the shame.

He was going to be Jethro’s naughty little boy and if he was good he would get Gibbs thick hot cock sliding deep into him. He had waited long enough. This was why they were here wasn’t it? To help him overcome his fear?

Tim watched with heated eyes as Gibbs climbed out of the pool and grabbing a towel started to dry off, rubbing it over his body and finally through his hair. He was so beautiful.

Too beautiful to want him. Not really. Gibbs just felt obligated to care for him because he had gone missing on Gibbs’s watch. Gibbs couldn’t shun him now he was soiled without breaking up the team that he had worked so hard on. The team that was the best in the business at what they did.

The knowledge hurt but then again the truth often did. Gibbs might not want him the way he wanted Tony but he still knew him well enough to turn Gibbs on. He knew how to do that. He knew all of Gibbs particular kinks and desires. He could make Gibbs want his broken body enough that he fucked him.

Then at least the last touch of a man he felt would be Gibbs and not one of those men.

Tim stood and stalked determined across to Gibbs smothering the fear that wailed up screeching inside him. He was sick of the fear. He wanted to kill it.
Now.

Gibbs eyes pinged open as he felt Tim’s arms around his waist. He looked at him in surprise but Tim had already pulled Gibbs closer so their bodies were flush up against each other. Gibbs dropped the towel and Tim leaned further in to whisper into Gibbs’ ear, his voice low and dirty.

“I want you Gibbs. I want to be your Bad Little Boy. I want you to finger fuck me. I want you to shove your fingers up deep inside me until I can’t stand it anymore...and then give me more. I want you to make me beg for you. I want you to spank me for being such a naughty boy. I want you to fuck me so hard I can’t stand it. And I want it now!”

Gibbs stared at Tim shocked and admittedly aroused as Tim held his gaze and trailed his hand wantonly down his damp chest, tweaking a nipple as he passed. Tim ground his hips into Gibbs rubbing his dry shorts against Gibbs’s wet clinging swim trunks.

Gibbs’s mind was a whirlwind as he struggled to understand the abrupt change of direction from Tim. He had been making progress but this? The talking dirty was almost .....desperate? Violent?

“No” Gibbs shook his head and gently disentangled himself from Tim’s grasp, taking a step away from his youngest boy.

Tim froze in humiliation at Gibbs’s soft refusal. He looked devastated, his eyes huge and pain filled and as his chin started to tremble Gibbs rushed to explain.

“No Tim. Not like that. Not the first time. It shouldn’t be...”

“You don’t want me” Tim accused him, his voice breaking in the strain.

“No Tim I do. It’s just that ...”

“I KNEW it. I knew it! You’re just like the others. You pretend to care but when it comes down to it I’m worth NOTHING! ”

“TIM! No! Look at me!” Gibbs was becoming frantic as he watched Tim becoming almost hysterical with loss.

Reaching out he grabbed both of Tim’s shoulders, digging his fingers in hard enough to bruise as Tim sobbed. He tried to ground him, force him to face him and tell him what he really wanted.

“Tim? Listen to me. I LOVE you. I WANT you, you got that? I just don’t want our first time together to be stupid games and pain. You are worth MORE to me that that”

Tim just shook his head, desperately as he keened over and over in a mumbled wail.

“It was all I had. They took all I had....”

Gibbs leaned over trying to see Tim’s face, trying to figure out what the key to this breakdown was.

“What Tim? What did they take from you? What are you talking about?”

Tim just sobbed harder and Gibbs pulled him into his arms and held him hoping his touch would tell him more than his failed words did. God he had fucked up this time. Tim had got up the courage to come to him and he had turned him down. No wonder he was upset. But still something had been wrong about Tim’s request.

Tim was still muttering over and over the same line about it was all he had. Gibbs stroked his hair and let his breathing calm slightly before he pulled away and again tried to look Tim in the face.

“Tim? Tell me what you mean?”

It was a measure of Tim’s distress that he started talking, spilling up a private thought buried so deep it was like a jagged metal splinter in his soul.

But it was Gibbs. And Gibbs had to be obeyed.

Tim’s voice was broken and raspy as he stared up at Gibbs, broken.

“You were the ONLY man to EVER fuck me. It was something special between you and me. They took that from me. It was the only thing I had that Tony didn’t. And now that’s gone. And I have nothing left to give you”

And there it was.

“Oh God Tim no. No.”

Gibbs shook his head as he realised what Tim thought and he pulled his boy into his arms, crushing him as Tim continued, choked and breathless.

“Tony was with you first. He will always be your FIRST. He’s your Senior Field Agent, he’s known you longer. He’s better looking than I am. You were lovers for a long time before I even knew you. He had you FIRST. He is funnier and has more experience in everything and ....and I see the way you watch him sometimes. He can give you everything you want.

But you took my virginity and he couldn’t ever give you that. I was YOURS. Yours only. That was the only thing I could give you that he couldn’t. And now that’s gone. I have nothing you want.”

Tim buried his head into Gibbs shoulder and cried out his pain as Gibbs held him tight in his arms.

“Shusssh Timmy. No. That’s not true. I will always remember our first time together and NOTHING will change that. I love you. You were ALWAYS worth more to me than simply being your first, don’t you see? You need to get it into your thick skull that Tony and I won’t survive without you. We love you! You hear me? You’re generous and forgiving and intelligent and gentle and clever and ...oh Tim. “

Gibbs struggled to find the right words in the right combination that would heal the raw pain that Tim seemed to be gripping so tightly to as he broke into pieces in his arms. Gibbs stroked his hair and held him tight as he struggled to find some way to fix this. Words had never been his strong point. There was only one way he knew could convince Tim that he was attracted to Tim for his own sake and not as some consolation prize.

His decision made, he held Tim’s hand tightly and began towing him forcefully towards the house. Tim’s head was bowed as he waited for Gibbs to take the opportunity to admit the truth and let him go. He couldn’t really see where he was going through his tears but he didn’t care.

Nothing mattered now.

“Hey guys? What’s up?”

Tony kept his voice light as he stood with his favourite pink inflatable pool pony tucked under his arm and a bottle of sunscreen in his hand. Obviously he had been gone a lot longer then he thought.

Gibbs looked at him quickly as he pulled a distressed Tim towards the bedroom.

“It’s time Tony. You can watch if you want but this is between me and Tim”

Tony blinked as Gibbs and Tim disappeared up the stairs.

Time? Time for what?

Oh

Tony burned at the intensity he had seen in Gibbs’s eyes. Hell no. There was no way he was going to miss this. Dropping the pool toy and sunscreen to the floor Tony quickly followed the rapidly disappearing forms, taking the stairs two at a time.

Gibbs gently nudged Tim down onto the bed, pushing his chest down and swinging his legs up until he was lying in the middle of the large bed. Standing beside the bed Gibbs pulled off his still damp trunks and dropped them to the floor. He rummaged in the bedside cabinet and pulled out a large tube of lubricant and tossed it onto the bed beside Tim so he wouldn’t have to search for it later. Crawling naked across the rumpled covers Gibbs settled beside Tim just as Tony appeared at the door and snuck in to sit in a chair in the corner to watch.

“What are you doing?” Tim whispered hesitantly, his eyes shining from his tears.

“Oh Tim” Gibbs bent down and kissed him softly on the mouth before kissing sweetly along his jaw line towards his ear.

“I’m going to make love to you until you KNOW that I love you”

Tony shivered at the gruff intensity in Gibbs’s voice. Spreading his knees, he slipped his hand down the front of his shorts to fondle himself teasingly before settling back to watch his two lovers.

Kneeling back Gibbs saw the doubt and pain in Tim’s eyes. He was going to get rid of that once and for all. He slid his hands under the edge of Tim’s t shirt feeling the warmth of his skin and slowly pushed it up, the soft fabric gathering into ripples across Tim’s chest.

“Lift up your arms Tim” Gibbs instructed softly and then as Tim obeyed, he slid the shirt over his shoulders and dropped it to the floor.

Gibbs proceeded to slowly worship Tim’s chest, drowning his pale skin in soft warm kisses as he murmured his love deep down through into Tim’s veins. Rubbing his freshly shaved cheek against Tim’s chest Gibbs could feel the quick beat of Tim’s faithful heart as he splayed his hand over his stomach, feeling the quick contraction of muscle underneath it.

Gibbs took his time, wanting his touch to convey more love and longing than his poor words ever could. With languid building passion Gibbs licked and suckled on Tim’s nipple managing to tear a small moan from his boy before switching to nibble and suck on the other. Gibbs could feel the flesh tighten and pebble into hardness in his mouth and he flicked at it with his tongue.

“Missed you Tim. Missed the taste of you” Gibbs growled softly and Tim gasped slightly as Gibbs knelt up, picked up his hand and sucked his index finger slowly into his warm mouth. Swirling his tongue around the finger and revealing in the wide eyed look Tim was giving him, Gibbs took a second finger into his mouth and sucked hard. Closing his eyes and savouring the unique clean sweet taste of Tim’s skin Gibbs worked his mouth against Tim’s fingers, imagining that it was his cock in his mouth, enjoying the wet slide of firm flesh in and out of his mouth.

He was already becoming aroused but the halting breathes coming from Tim told him that his actions were having an effect on Tim as well. Pulling off, Gibbs looked deep into Tim’s eyes making sure he was watching as he slowly sucked down each finger one by one. He gave each long sensitive digit equal care before thoroughly licking the palm of Tim’s hand. Paying particular attention to Tim’s sensitive inner wrists Gibbs latched on and sucked hard, feeling the rising heat and the jump in Tim’s pulse through the delicate skin.

Tim closed his eyes and moaned as Gibbs moved his attention to his inner elbows and Gibbs smirked. He hadn’t even touched any of his hot spots yet and Tim was already slowly losing his mind.

When he was through Tim wouldn’t remember anything except that Gibbs had loved and touched him everywhere. There wasn’t a single spot on Tim’s body that Gibbs was going to miss. He didn’t care if it took him all day but Tim was going to get it into the far too intelligent and yet far too sensitive head of his that he was LOVED.

Gibbs needed Tim to know that he was WANTED.

Laying down Tim’s arm Gibbs leaned in and started kissing and sucking on Tim’s sensitive neck as he slid his hands underneath the edge of his shorts. Pushing the shorts down slowly over Tim’s erection he felt Tim jerk slightly as his rock hard cock bounced free of the restraining fabric.

Gibbs swept his gaze down Tim’s naked body taking in every inch of exposed skin, every healed scar before turning and looking deeply at Tim.

“Beautiful.”

Tim held his breath at the adoration Gibbs had in his voice and the warmth in his eyes. Could it be true? Could Gibbs still love him even now?

Continuing his worship Gibbs shifted down further and starting at his feet placed kisses on the souls of Tim soft feet before trailing kisses up Tim’s firm calves. He gently mapped out the feel of Tim’s entire body beneath his hands, feeling where the old Tim and the new Tim differed and converged in his touch memory. The light dusting of hair covering his legs, the small bumps of his hip bones, the trim firm stomach, the rise and fall of his chest, his tight deep pink sensitive nipples, every bump of rib bone, Gibbs memorised and worshiped it all.

Tim watched him with intense prying eyes as if daring Gibbs to prove his touch was a lie.

Settling himself between Tim’s legs he slid his hands up the backs of Tim’s strong thighs encouraging Tim to spread his legs and bend his knees.

Blowing warm air across Tim’s inner thighs, teasing him gently Gibbs followed it with soft bites, nipping and worrying the soft skin as he slowly travelled closer towards Tim’s bobbing cock before drawing away again to concentrate on the other thigh.

Tim whimpered as he felt Gibbs‘s head between his legs, feeling his still damp hair cool tickling his overheated skin. Tim resisted the overwhelming desire to clamp his knees together and allowed Gibbs to continue his painstakingly slow tease. Biting his bottom lip Tim clutches at the bed cover instead, twisting it in his hands like it’s a rope that will prevent him falling.

Gibbs palmed Tim’s buttocks in his calloused hands feeling the muscular curve of the skin. Reaching up he gently fondled Tim’s tight balls, rolling them softly in his hands earning a moan from Tim who sagged his knees open wider in response.

Gibbs watched Tim’s cock throb above its nest of light curls. After feeling the sensation of Tim’s fingers in his mouth earlier he wanted to replace it with the real thing. Gibbs eyes darkened further as he gripped the silky hot shaft. Tim’s breath hitched as he watched Gibbs reach for him and with a single teasing wet lick swallow him down. Tim’s hips instinctively thrust up, following the wet heat as Gibbs allowed his tongue to roam across the pulsing firm heat.

“Oh Gibbs!”

Tim arched his back off the bed, his muscles clenching as he suffered through the onslaught of Gibbs tender exploration. Pulling off before stretching his wet mouth wide and swallowing him deep Gibbs worked his throat against the head of Tim’s cock hearing Tim’s strangled cries.

God he had missed this. He had missed having his boy desperate for him to take care of him. He had missed the feel and the taste of him in his mouth. Gibbs sucked wetly on the engorged head of Tim’s cock, savouring the musk and distinct Tim smell he loved so much. He probed the small slit at the top of Tim’s cock with his tongue while he gripped and twisted the saliva wet shaft with his hand. Suddenly Gibbs could taste the slight bitterness of pre come and it snapped him back to reality. He didn’t want Tim to come this way and if he kept this up it wouldn’t take long.

“Fuck”

Tim’s eyes were rolling back into his head. His balls ached, his cock was throbbing and his nipples were hard enough to cut glass. He wanted. He felt wet from Gibbs’s kisses and hard from Gibbs’s touch.

Suddenly he felt Gibbs pull away and release his cock and he shuddered at the loss of contact between them.

“Gibbs?”

Soothing Tim, Gibbs stroked his hair gently trying to calm his own desires and his pounding heart. He needed to get himself under control if he was going to be able to make love to Tim the way he wanted to. Smiling he reached over to pick up the lubricant and poured a generous amount onto his fingers, looking deep into Tim’s soft eyes as he did.

“I want to feel inside you Tim. Will you allow that?”

Tim couldn’t trust himself enough to speak so he bit his lip and nodded instead. He felt overwhelmed, like one of Ducky’s autopsies’s spread open on the table as if Gibbs could see right inside to the heart of him. Splayed open through love instead of violence.

Tim blinked rapidly as he felt Gibbs stroke gently around his entrance with a single slick finger. Bracing himself for the remembered pain Tim whimpered.

“Tim?” Gibbs questioned gently but Tim shook his head. He didn’t want Gibbs to stop. He needed to know.

Gibbs gently pushed inside Tim’s tight heat to his first knuckle and then stopped and watched Tim’s face. When he took a slow breath and he could feel Tim relax around his intrusion slightly he pushed slowly deeper. Wanting Tim to associate this with pleasure and not with pain Gibbs curled his finger slightly and brushed across Tim’s prostate firmly.

Tim’s eyes widened at the sensation and he moaned, arching up slightly off the bed, clutching at the bed covers. Gibbs grinned in delight and slowly pulled his slick finger out before pushing it in again, feeling Tim tighten around him.

Tim started to pant as he stared up at the ceiling feeling Gibbs slowly, teasingly move his finger inside of him, stoking a deep burn of heat within him. Tossing his head slightly Tim groaned at the growing sensation of frustration inside of him.

“More” he whispered as he pulled his knees back further opening himself to Gibbs wider. Gibbs felt a ripple of pleasure at the trust and growing acceptance on Tim’s face and he slipped a second long finger inside Tim. He stopped for an instant to allow Tim to become adjusted and then he started sliding in and out of Tim with slow slick deliberate movements.

Tim moaned and clutched at the covers again as he felt the pleasure building inside of him at Gibbs’ slow intensity. He felt Gibbs slow and push a third finger deep inside of him and he could feel tears starting to leak from out under his closed eyes. He felt stretched and full in a way he thought he had forgotten.

He pushed down onto Gibbs fingers showing him that he was right there with him. Gibbs leaned up and captured his mouth in a kiss which soon turned sloppy and desperate and open as Tim writhed on his slowly twisting fingers.

“Tim. I’m not your master because I own you. I’m your Master because you want to follow me. Do you trust me to lead you Tim?”

Gibbs whispered into Tim’s ear as he kissed and nuzzled his sensitive neck. Tim moaned out his answer as Gibbs continued to thrust his fingers into his slick entrance.

“Yes”

“I love you Tim and I need you understand that. It’s not something that is going to change because of anything those animals did to you. Do you accept my love Tim?”

This time Tim sobbed out his answer as Gibbs lay across him, inside him, beside him. He felt surrounded by Gibbs as his hands whispered to him, his fingers kissed him and his mouth stroked him.

“Yes”

“Do you love me Tim? I know I’m not perfect but..”

Tim nodded his head furiously “Yes. Yes I love you.”

“Will you let me inside of you? Will you let me make love to you?”

Gibbs struggled to keep his composure as he looked down at Tim’s face. His skin was flushed and damp, his lips kiss bruised and his pupils were blown wide with arousal. He looked utterly lost in his own desire as Gibbs worked him. Gibbs thought he had never seen Tim look more beautiful and he wanted to lose himself inside him but he needed to hear his voiced permission.

“Oh God yes” Tim choked out and Tony moaned helplessly from his corner, his own hand moving quicker against his cock.

Pulling his fingers out slowly Tim whimpered at the loss, feeling empty after being stretched so wide. Gibbs smiled and flicked off the lid of the lube, liberally coating his now throbbing cock with the cool substance. Positioning himself at Tim’s tight entrance he slowly pushed past the tight ring of muscle before stilling to allow Tim to become accustomed to the stretch.

“Yes. Oh God Tim. You feel so good. “

Gibbs panted with restraint as he pulled one of Tim’s legs up and wrapped it around his waist opening him further before pushing slowly forward until he bottomed out. He lay across Tim’s chest, his weight braced on his arms and kissed him slowly at first but with growing desire as he felt Tim contract around him.

Opening his mouth and sucking on Tim’s full bottom lip Gibbs started up a slow rocking motion which pulled and pushed him against Tim’s sensitive flesh. Tim moaned and clutched at Gibbs’s back, digging his fingers into the flesh as if he could pull Gibbs further inside him. Knowing he was ready for more Gibbs adjusted his angle, hitched Tim’s legs higher around his hips and started stroking in earnest, dragging his cock against Tim’s prostate again and again until he was thrashing his head against the pillows.

“Oh Gibbs! Oh GIBBS Oh!”

Tim felt Gibbs hard cock fill him up and then he keened as he pulled away again only to return. Gibbs was gently stroking his face, wiping away the tears he didn’t even remember crying as his belly rubbed against Tim’s own hard cock. Everything was heat and movement and light. He felt tingles of pleasure spreading out from his spine and curling his toes and he buried his head into Gibbs neck as he scrabbled for a hold on Gibbs’s back as he started to fuck him in earnest.

He was almost too close and yet not close enough. He was overly sensitive after the long drawn out foreplay and now he lingered on the desperate edge of pleasure, gasping wordlessly.

Gibbs too was revealing in the feel of Tim’s body wrapped around his heart and soul. He could feel every tremble and every gasp as Tim’s cried out as he rode him. He had wanted so much for it to continue endless and gentle but they both needed more. Tim needed to know Gibbs desired him almost beyond rational sense and Gibbs needed to finally feel the boy he thought lost bucking underneath him.

“Oh Tim. Love you. Love you” Gibbs kissed it deep into Tim’s skin as he felt his own desperation build, his hands roaming, tweaking nipples, rubbing against Tim’s leaking cock. His hips snapped forward again wanting only to push his cock deeper and faster into the slick tight heat. Again and again they thrust and met together, their bodies straining and slick with sweat as Gibbs murmured his love over and over.

Tim sobbed unable to find release in the intensity and he kissed Gibbs frantically, tightening his thighs around him as Gibbs sank deep.

“Oh Gibbs. Can’t...I can’t...Oh Oh”

Gibbs understood and pulled away slightly, grabbing Tim’s cock and jerking him frantically as he thrust against Tim’s prostate.

Tim came with a long strangled cry as he bucked frantically underneath Gibbs, his fingers clawing into his back as his orgasm ripped through him. The look of ecstasy on Tim’s face was enough for Gibbs and he followed Tim over the edge, feeling Tim contract and ripple strongly around his pulsing cock. Gibbs gasped and flung his head back, still thrusting as he felt his warm fluid fill Tim before he collapsed exhausted across Tim’s heaving shuddering chest.

“Tim. Oh God Timmy” Gibbs murmured kissing his neck and his lips and his fingertips as his heart thudded alarmingly and the sweat on his body cooled. Tim’s legs were still wrapped tightly around his waist keeping them entwined together.

Tim shuddered through aftershocks, their stomachs sticky with his come. He felt like he had been ripped apart and put back together again.

He held Gibbs tight in his arms not wanting to let him go.

Tony grinned, his hands sticky with his own come as he watched with lazy sated eyes as his two lovers slowly came back to reality and turned to smile at him.