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So, I'm moving on.
I don't feel like chasing some one that is going to continuously be a douchebag to me and live in asome sort of fake world, chasing girls he won't get. I don't want to be around him anymore because he doesn't acknowledge me. last night we went to a bar near my house and he was on his phone the whole time and darren told him to invite whoever he was talking to and he didn't say anything and I turned and I was like yeah that means it's a girl - and he just smiled. Like - if he EVER dates any girl they probably will never see that goofy side of him that I know very well and actually like him for. It's a sad and pathetic situation but whatever, he's making it super easy for me to get over him for sure. I'm all set with douchebags. hey DJ - have fun with whatever slut you want to get with next, because it's not going to be me. I'm done.
Oh another note, I asked a kid to hang out. He's in my accounting class. not really a kid though because he's 28 years old, but it's fine. i'm not keeping my hopes up but whatever, today is the day when i make plans with him because he did say yes to my propsal of hanging out haha. he works a lot so I dont even know if this is worth it BUT trying never hurts.. or does it? I tried with Dj, that certainly hurt! haha. Fuck him, fuck him a thousand times over because he's pathetic and he's lost a really great girl.
amen.
i'm scared about the next 4 years.
I don't feel like chasing some one that is going to continuously be a douchebag to me and live in asome sort of fake world, chasing girls he won't get. I don't want to be around him anymore because he doesn't acknowledge me. last night we went to a bar near my house and he was on his phone the whole time and darren told him to invite whoever he was talking to and he didn't say anything and I turned and I was like yeah that means it's a girl - and he just smiled. Like - if he EVER dates any girl they probably will never see that goofy side of him that I know very well and actually like him for. It's a sad and pathetic situation but whatever, he's making it super easy for me to get over him for sure. I'm all set with douchebags. hey DJ - have fun with whatever slut you want to get with next, because it's not going to be me. I'm done.
Oh another note, I asked a kid to hang out. He's in my accounting class. not really a kid though because he's 28 years old, but it's fine. i'm not keeping my hopes up but whatever, today is the day when i make plans with him because he did say yes to my propsal of hanging out haha. he works a lot so I dont even know if this is worth it BUT trying never hurts.. or does it? I tried with Dj, that certainly hurt! haha. Fuck him, fuck him a thousand times over because he's pathetic and he's lost a really great girl.
amen.
i'm scared about the next 4 years.