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Real cool to ignore me, and your friends all night and follow some girl around that barely knows you. Are you that desperate/pathetic? I guess so.
I just have one question, why did I ever? Wait, I know why I did. Maybe a better question would be, why the fuck is he acting like this? I don't even know how to describe the way that I feel at the moment because it's a mixture between hurt, confused, angry, the fact that he just proved everyone right.. just like - his own friends tell me he's not worth it. Steph tells me I'm too good for him. Maybe it's time to listen to the people around me for once.
Dear Mary Beth,
Concentrate more on yourself please. You deserve better. Your grades need to be better. You need to get back on track with your weight loss. You need a lot of stuff right now, and DJ is not one of them. SNAP OUT OF IT. Get yourself straight.
Love,
Self.
I really would just like to find a decent guy, just one! That isn't a close friend of mine, and doesn't live far away. Is that so hard to ask? Honestly. I think it's way too much. I don't need anyone, I know that. Relationships aren't everything - boyfriends are not everything - I hate that humans in general seek companionship/mating. I wish I didn't have that in me because I feel like life would be a lot less complicated.
I really hope that I make some sort of money this up and coming month, otherwise I AM FUCKED.
I just have one question, why did I ever? Wait, I know why I did. Maybe a better question would be, why the fuck is he acting like this? I don't even know how to describe the way that I feel at the moment because it's a mixture between hurt, confused, angry, the fact that he just proved everyone right.. just like - his own friends tell me he's not worth it. Steph tells me I'm too good for him. Maybe it's time to listen to the people around me for once.
Dear Mary Beth,
Concentrate more on yourself please. You deserve better. Your grades need to be better. You need to get back on track with your weight loss. You need a lot of stuff right now, and DJ is not one of them. SNAP OUT OF IT. Get yourself straight.
Love,
Self.
I really would just like to find a decent guy, just one! That isn't a close friend of mine, and doesn't live far away. Is that so hard to ask? Honestly. I think it's way too much. I don't need anyone, I know that. Relationships aren't everything - boyfriends are not everything - I hate that humans in general seek companionship/mating. I wish I didn't have that in me because I feel like life would be a lot less complicated.
I really hope that I make some sort of money this up and coming month, otherwise I AM FUCKED.