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well i had midyears today and they sucked of course. umm and i didnt get home til 1;30 cuz of music so it didnt really feel like a half a day. and i totally bombed that in my opinion like compared to my usual but it doesnt really matter does it? and i assume we dont have rehearsals cuz i checked the door today and i havent heard from dean. i would ( Read more... )

certain = death and taxes. what about dissapointment? that seems never to leave me alone does it? today sucked and we have school tomorrow. midyears oh joy. i hate to say it but everything was so much better in the summer! i could do whatever i wanted whenever i wanted. there wasnt any snow keeping me in the house. i didnt have to deal with math or ( Read more... )

well i finally got my english midyear out of the way and i dont have to stress anymore cuz its outta my hands. ummm...yesterday was okay i guess in school we didnt do anything and then i went to one acts. it was very good. fav's were keri's "the act of growing up" for dramatic and steve walter's "passion of the bush" for comic. but then of course i ( Read more... )

today sucked!!! not as bad as yesterday but still its been a reoccuring theme lately that everything sucks. ummm... i have the english midyear tomorrow. oh joy!!! and i'm going to one acts tomorrow but now a certain person is going and i dont wish to see that certain person. grr! but who cares, fuck them!!! joe will be there so it will be worth it ( Read more... )

tuesday... nothing good could possibly come out of a tuesday. well... my long weekend kinda sucked. i did nothing and i stayed in my pajamas the whole time. as i already said the one good thing was that i got my hearing back ( Read more... )

i can hear again! thank goodness!!! i never realized how awful that was until it finally cleared! now i can sing again on the right notes!!! yeah becuz i really should start practicing for my midyears. yay! i definaitely took hearing for granted, and even tho i only partially lost it for a week i still appreciate it more now. so anyways it just ( Read more... )

today was difficult. i was and am still very confused. i dont like that feeling. why couldnt everything be normal and good. i'm not asking for peace or a change in the way the earth spins! i'm not asking for a miracle!!! but then again maybe i am because no matter if it is true or if its not character cannot be changed. nothing is ever right and ( Read more... )

well i missed rehearsal today i guess. but it wasnt on the annoucements and none of the drama ppl told me so its not my fault unless mr quinn wanted me to go and ask him everyday whether or not we had rehearsal. and i had an orthodontist appointment so it could have only gone for like 1/2 an hour. i'll talk to him tomorrow. and he can just deal ( Read more... )

well today was long and kinda boring but i have a 1/2 day tomorrow thank goodness! anyways today i wore my hair down and to everyone that knows me real well thats like a rare occasion. but it is now a totally proven fact that that today was a "blonde day" ~according to olga~ becuz of it. examples i left my purse in the lab and i never ever forget ( Read more... )