Apr 03, 2015 01:14
I am still here. I spent more time in a hospital, against my will due to stress. Had my life threatened by a patient while there. I went to this place for outpatient therapy and before you know it I had my possessions taken away and a trumped up BS report that I said I would kill the people I live with..this was back in October 2014. I never said anything like this. I am depressed, not delusional...anyway, the place was like One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest. It was just beyond comprehension that this place is allowed to be open. Anyway, I am out of there and thankfully I have a good therapist that has helped me to try to rationalize everything and just come to grips that I really need to let things I can't change 'go' or at least to cope with it.
I got the courage to quit my job which was the main cause of my stress. I am grateful that my previous employer gave me a chance but they are taking their business into a model that I no longer cared to work under.
I took a month off and now I am doing temp work again but dammit I am really happy and all my friends and family have told me that I am like a different person. This is the person I want to be and have been trying to be for a long time. I hope I can continue.
Oh yeah, I still play Hurling so up you if you don't believe it! Season 9..I don't plan on quitting anytime soon!