more pain and suffering

[redrogue5]

Lottery or bust. Looks like bust. More abuse in general on the way. No win situations just drive me more into despair. I can't take much more of this. I already went to the hospital last week, probably stress related. No one believes how sad I really am. I really just want to go far away from everything that no one will have to worry about me and I won't have to worry about anyone, which I would anyway so there it is.
Fuck it, bring on the Invisible Ones. I am more than ready.