Wednesday Night

[rednest]

I'm tired. M isn't sleeping well for reasons of teething, I think. Though in the middle of the night when he's awake and crying or just rolling around on my face - what is it with kids and rolling around on the mother's face. It's hard. My head is a hard thing and I don't get why it feels good. I feel very trapped when he does this. S does it too.

Comments

[fearfuloptimist]

I often have the child on my head problem. It hurts.

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[sophiapaloma]

Oh my gosh, I remember the space thing!! I completely forgot how I could go completely nuts when the sweet loving kids would need to feel me physically close past the limit of my sanity. I have said horrible things like "don't touch me" and stuff, and close the door to my room but that wouldn't help because I couldn't bear to hear them cry.. it was so hard, but it passes. Now I feel so happy when K snuggles up on my lap for some comfort.. she is so grown up now that she can go days without needing much from me but homework help and food